#defiantsubmissive

  After a few episodes of a show, he put on one of my favorite movies, The Phantom of the Opera (2004 edition). John caught my eye for the briefest moment, then started to play with my clit. 7-10 minutes later, he stopped, letting me catch my breath before I felt a hard swat land on my ass. 

  My Dom continued to do so, on and off for about an hour. Switching between orgasms and swats. He let me sit up, grinning from ear to ear about how I look when I cum. I felt him start pushing a plug into me, slowly warming me up for a bigger one. A good 15 minutes passed by of him just playing around with the plug and my ass before he brought out the bigger one. 

 I’ve dreaded this thing since he got it. While that was being worked on, he and I had a small chat about my limits and which ones he was going to push. I asked a question about breath play, and he obliged, showing me what it was, and that I would be safe with him. By this point, he had given up on the butt plug for now. 

 He gently put the crook of his arm around my throat, while slowly rubbing my clit. John let go, and asked me if I liked it and if I would be okay with doing it again. I agreed as we slowly moved up to the shower. 

  After the shower, we headed towards the kitchen to make lunch. Nothing interesting happened at that time, except for a few silly faces exchanged between us.

  For the next few hours before I left, he made me work on obeying. Holding a toy at arms length for 5 minutes, standing still while he used a vibrator on me, keeping eye contact while I came. Things like that. Around an hour after the obeying exercises, he brought out a new toy. I’m one who doesn’t like new things and gets a little worried when something new arrives.

   He slowly slid the toy into me, then speeding up into a steady rhythm of thrusts. He made me maintain eye contact as i came, any time I looked away he would stop. I pleaded for John to continue, harder and faster than he was going. 

This is my first post so give me some slack here. I’ve had a Dom for about a year and a half now. He recently had a surgery that hindered our ability to see each other.

  About 10 days ago or so, he called me saying he could make a Saturday, that day being today work. I screamed yes almost in tears. Over those days in between the phone call and this morning, he and I talked about what might happen. I had asked him what I could do to become a better sub. He answered, but worded it poorly.

  I messaged a friend of mine, asking her a question that I needed clarification on. It was again worded poorly, so came out in the wrong way. She explained some things to me that made everything so much easier for me to understand.

 This morning, i woke up at an ungodly hour to go over to my Dom’s house. When I arrived, we headed down to the room in his basement and tried going to sleep. A few minutes later, our lips were locked together in a passionate kiss. He barely had to touch me before I started to climax. A few orgasms later, I was a mess, trying to catch my breath while laughing at something he said. Eventually we made out way upstairs to find breakfast.

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