@defial asked : ❛ i want to experience why we’re here on hydaelyn . ❜ (swapped out earth dfhbd) ( a meme I forgot so no longer accepting ).
cheek prepped in one hand, the au ra looks at the other with an amused glint in her eyes. it’s such a hopeful thing to say, a beautiful notion, really. but she does tend to be a more bitter person “I don’t think there is much of a why” she admits. perhaps she would have left it at that but... that wouldn’t be the full truth of her thoughts.
“...instead of trying to figure out the why here and now, I’d say simply enjoy it. who cares as to why we are here, as long as we are making it worthwhile. laugh and cry, find joy and suffering...” leaning her head back, amaya looks up at the ceiling “at the end of it all, I want to be able to say that despite it all... this has been my life. my choices. there is no reason given to it by any higher power, because I was the one walking my own path”
her tail twitches a little and she quickly sits up, giving the xaela an apologetic smile “I am sorry, I was rambling rather nonsensical stuff... how about you tell me a little bit more as to why you want to experience something like that”













