#deergaze

Tracklist:

HEFFALUMPS • LOUISVILLE SLUGGER • TOURNIQUET • DEER GOD • TAXIDERMY • SIGIL • JOHNNY CUTTER • GOODBYE HORSES • NAZGUL • CLEAVER VALLEY

This album was officially taken off of Spotify following Ghost Mountain parting ways with Sematary. The music video for "Sigil" has also been removed, potentially due to stalking and harassment directed towards Ghost Mountain long after his departure. Deergaze is included as a genre tag as it's one of the tags on the Soundcloud upload of this album.

Inktober day 27 - Deergaze

1. what’s your most important album? not necessarily your favourite album, but the one that means the most to you or had the most impact on your life?

definitely nothing personal by all time low like it's lame af but i remember hearing weightless on the radio in the middle of the night while we were moving from the place where some bad shit went down with my dad and i rly like ?? identified w it sort of like "maybe it's not my weekend but it's gonna be my year" and i pursued more information about it and more music and it was just kind of a life-altering album for me bc had i not been so interested in nothing personal i never would have met one of my best friends and therapy was like ?? lmfao it kept me afloat for so long and for one of the first times in my life i felt like a song actually Got me,, and i still can't listen to it w/o getting all heart-pang-y and it's honestly just a rly important album to me lmao

2. what’s the thing that scares you the most?

my mom

3. if you could have the life of any fictional character from any medium, whose life would you choose and why?

i don't know if i would choose anyone's life bc my life is like?? my life is really important to me and my identity is really important to me and i've spent a rly long time figuring out who i am and a lot of that has to do with where i come from and how i grew up and what's happened to me so as cool as it would be to be a teen woof or detective riley lampert from the special victims unit i don't think i'd want to trade in my life for any fictional character's

4. soft grunge or pastel goth?

soft grunge B)))))

5. vikki told me to ask a question about dessert bc apparently she likes talking about dessert so i don’t know if u get dessert in this case but you committed a really terrible crime (or were falsely convicted i dont know u decide) and you’re on death row and you get to have one last dessert before you’re executed. what dessert do you pick?

idk i'm not really a dessert person ? ?? but i'd probably ask for just a pint of chunky monkey ben & jerry's ice cream bc that's my favorite ice cream and basically like one of the only rly dessert-y things i like

6. if you had to murder someone in order to get thrown on death row in the last question, how would you do it?

i have this dream that i am hitting my dad with a baseball bat and he is screaming and crying for help and maybe halfway through it has more to do with me killing him then it ever did protecting myself and i believe that yeah, dad, maybe no one is perfect but i believe that you are pushing your luck it just sucks it played out like this a terrible movie and you can tell none of the actors even give a fuck

7. what vampire weekend song is the best vampire weekend song? (all of them is the correct answer but not an answer you’re allowed to give)

i feel like the obvious answer 4 me would be unbeliebers but ,,,,,, campus ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, is important

8. have you read the secret history? will you talk about the secret history with me? if not, what’s a book you have read recently (or not recently) that stuck with you?

i have nOT read the secret history and i haven't rly read that much recently lmao i suk :^(

9. what’s your dream url? like if you could have any url on the website www.tumblr.com what url would that be?

i Still feel entitled to the jehan url ? ?? but i really want the puppunk url too oops

10. scott mccall. thoughts?

this sums it up

11. do you have any ocs or characters or anything you made like little people you made up for stories or fanfiction or video games or rps or WHATEVEr anything? talk about your favourite one!! if you don’t, talk about your favourite character from something else.