Also (because this is a smut blog after all lol): sleepy sex best sex, I will die on this hill. It'd be really hard to convince him not to get up early (or would it really? If he doesn't have any urgent work... the protest is little more than keeping up appearances...) but once you do? No one is moving - at least not to get up - anytime soon. The sort of day where being awake and asleep blur into one, much like the lines between your bodies blur when he lazily grinds into you... or just cockwarming... spooning... the good stuff.

Semi-related other way of making him relax and melt? Peg him. I wrote half a novel on that for a reason. It needs to happen. He deserves it.

An oddly specific scenario (maybe one day to be written properly) lives rent free in my head about him just coming home exhausted, but the kind of exhaustion and stress that lingers and won't allow him to relax at all. If he feels like it, he gets to vent, whether it's actual verbal complaints or just him sounding generally disgruntled lol But while that helps (as does the aforementioned playing with his hair or giving him a much deserved backrub) instead of passing out with his head resting on your thighs like he usually would from that alone, it's clear the situation calls for more drastic measures. Cue the strap. Maybe he doesn't ask outright, maybe he doesn't even know how badly he needs it himself, but when a completely unintentional touch on his butt (Can't skimp on that! It's part of the back, so it gets rubbed. It's only right. Doesn't matter that he's flat as a board...) provokes such a sweet (not at all a reason to be embarrassed, Meru!) reaction, how could you not? I don't think him the type to be overly inclined to sub regularly, but after a day like that? No thinking for Himeru please and thank you. And just handing over the reins to be fucked silly is certainly the nicest way to ensure that. It's fine to manhandle and order him around a little, he's happy to do as he's told. But make sure to reward him plenty. He works so hard. Better appreciate him.

Lmao okay, never mind. This did end up horny after all. Mission accomplished.

I did contemplate whether to sign off with the emoji I still have claimed since you asked for a sign of life from your anons, but I feel like after this ramble you as well as anyone who's spent more than 5 minutes on the smut side of the enstars x reader fandom knows who wrote this anyway lmao

- @deepersea

I’d be surprised if his hair wasn’t soft to the touch, he’s got a whole makeup and skincare routine, so fancy shampoo and conditioner seem like they’re hand in hand. Definitely something you wanna run your fingers through rather than ruffle up.

Sleepy sex!! always good!! I do think meru isn’t the type to stay in bed too long in the morning, even when he has no work he has a sleep schedule to maintain. but a bit of lazy grinding won’t do any harm, maybe it’ll even wake him up. if you reaaaaally insist on clinging to him, he’s not against sleeping with his cock inside you, pulling you close so that he wakes up to your body warmth embracing him in the best way. though trying to pull out without you noticing is a whole separate thing, maybe it’d be better to wake you up with some thrusting instead…

I fully agree with you when you say pegging could fix some of himeru’s problems. getting him to be vulnerable is hard, but I’d assume if you’re already in a relationship with him he’s got lots of trust in his partner. so, if they want to help him relax, after a stressful day, he’s not going to decline. I imagine during foreplay you can run a finger down his spine and get lovely shudders if not moans from him, so while you’re pegging him, stroking his cock and rubbing circles along his lower back, you’ll probably have him cumming in seconds.

Something that came entirely unexpected to me is how much Himeru makes me want to act like a little shit. I would claim that normally I am a very well-behaved person, both in general and in private. I like being so very niceys. But something about him just makes me want to act up.

I’ve been thinking about sitting in an extremely dull meeting with him, preferably somewhere off to the side, where neither of us has to contribute much - if anything. Surely, nobody can blame me for getting bored, right? And the only logical course of action is to find a distraction. How fortunate that there’s one right there. Maybe he’d even find it a little cute at first, if I were to subtly brush my fingers against his under the table. But that’s hardly a cure for boredom. And I think that’s when he realises that this is going to be a problem. Sure, my hand on his thigh may feel nice, but right now? Here? It’s not even about trying to get him off in public (as much fun as watching his face during that surely would be lmao), but rather that I can’t help wondering how much teasing it would take for him to snap. Would my fingers actually make it to his dick? In his pants? Or would he grip my wrist and stop them the moment he catches on when they start creeping up his thigh? Probably the latter, but I think it’d be entertaining anyway. Especially because I imagine that just daring to do that – the earlier on the better – would render him completely useless for the rest of the meeting, even without any wandering hands. It’s enough that he’s thinking about it still. He’d be so pissed about being so easily distracted. And even if I generally have no interest in acting like a brat on purpose, I think that alone might tempt me. Just because it’d be funny. I don’t mind dealing with the consequences of my actions later. I don’t think I’d mind him getting back at me all that much if I got to mess with him a little.

Also, why not double down on it and wondering out loud if I could get away with ducking under the table next time. Surely, he’d like that, right? lol

@deepersea

don’t we all think of our special anime guy (color varying) in times of crises?

being a bit of a brat when himeru doesn’t expect it just means it takes him off guard all the more when he realizes what your hand is doing. of course he’s sensible enough to stop you, but the sheer audacity you had to even try…my, he’s going to be thinking about that for the rest of the meeting if not the entire day.

- @deepersea

hmmmmm

i have absolutely no clue!