I have become reserved now and I don't say to anybody anymore what I believe in that I think that I love. knowing that I am doomed to cruel loneliness, I look at the world surrounding me and I never state the judgment. what to me has put to human opinions, conflicts, pleasures, beliefs! I can share nothing with others and have grown cold to everything. my inner hidden world is inaccessible for all. I answer ordinary questions with general phrases and a smile which speaks "yes" when I have no hunting to spend words.














