New life together
𝆹𝅥 Yandere headcanons
𝆹𝅥 Decim, Ginti (DEATH PARADE)
Decim
Decim is someone completely devoted to his darling, in his eyes his darling is simply perfect, something he aspires to at least be able to reach, to be able to walk at their side and be somewhat enough to have their eyes on him, and because of that he devotes himself to his darling, to learn from them, to be able to be worthy of their attention and love
He won't actually kidnapt his darling but is incredibly close to it, if he is allowed he will keep his darling with him, preparing the most cozy and comfortable room in his bar just for you, he would not even dare to think on sleeping on the same room as you unless you explicit express that that is what you want, and while that doesn't happen he simply will be happy to assist you at night and first hour at day, being more than willing to go to sleep until late and waking up extra early just to have everything ready for you, to assist you in even the slighlest of your needs and be there for when you need something, having it ready before hand if posible
If you would let him and if you want it he will handle everything, he can go to any extent, so willingly to do everything and anything to the point where you just have to ask and don't even have to do it kindly, he is always preparing breakfast for you two, he is always getting ready your clothes, perfectly presented at the side of your bed for when you wake up, he would even use his mannequins to serve if you don't want to see him
He tries his best to please you and while doing that he becomes incredibly clingy and dependant, even Nona has noticed and has decided to let you two be as close as posible (after all, this is pretty much her fault), you two spend pretty much every moment free together, he knows your favorite drinks and how you know it by heart so he always has it ready by the time you come to his bar
If it happens to be that he goes to your bar he hesitate for a moment, it is just like he feels somewhat overwhelmed by the only idea of being in your work space, does he really is deserving of such honor? It affects him to the point where he almost do nothing at your place if you don't explicit tell him he is allowed to, he looks around and take the time to appreciate everything without daring to touch, he even hesitate to accept anything you may offer, but ultimately he accepts it because it comes from you
More than anything Decim wants to please you, to be worthy of you, of your presence and love, of your teaching and attention, he looks up at you to the point of being completely obsessed and devoted, he pretty much worships you for what you are and he will never be able to be, and yet is so stoic that it is dificult to catch a glimpse of how deep and twisted his feelings truly are, he is so devoted that he could kneel down before you if that would make you happy, and he is so dependant of your approvation that he pretty much tells you everything he has done during work, telling you all the details he may thought are important just so you can judge him, eager to hear from you that he has been good but more than willing to take any opinion you have of him to heart
Ginti
Ginti has struggled with his feelings in the worst way posible, he has always related feelings to the human and he has been looking down to the humans, even if the feelings he has for his darling are far from being human he can't help but hate his feelings
For the longest time he tried to push you away and to hate you but the more time he pushed you the worst he felt because his feelings simply didn't faded away, his feelings were torturing him and dragging him towards you over and over again until he couldn't do anything but gave up and finally accept it
He was trapped in this love as much as you were so it was incredibly dificult for both to create a dynamic, after all Ginti struggled a lot for being stuck between still wanting to push you away and wanting you close
It all started by just being together, mostly during his free time you two where just together, spending time awkwardly until both manage to feel comfortable in each other presence, wich actually would lead Ginti to grow to love those moments because, for once, he allows himself to don't push you or his feelings away, he lets himself just feel and love you and that feeling is intoxicating
Everything is done step by step, Ginti takes a painful amount of time to settle down with his feelings, ironically that means his darling gets more peaceful time before he becomes posessive. He needs the times to accept his feelings and since he doesn't want to keep pushing his darling away (specially after letting his obsesive love sink in his heart and yearn for more), in the mean time he does tiny approaches to his darling, trying to start conversations and just get to know more about his darling
In that process of taking slow steps he ends up actually taking bigger steps in indirect ways, he grows more comfortable with his darling and even lingers closer, he starts to learn more about what drink his darling likes the most and learn how to perfecting it, he even start searching for his darling's company even more and not so discreetly, either by openly inviting you to spend time together or him visiting you in your own bar
By how the steps are been taken so slowly it almost feels as everything have happened naturally, it gives both enough time for the relasionship to grow so comfortably that it is more likely that his more obsesive and unhealthy tendencies wouldn't even need to come out because both have worked on your relasionship, and since Ginti has been trying to hold back most of his feelings that ended up helping a lot
However, Ginti will never forget the fact that he did a lot for his darling, he accepted the feelings he hates so much and have grown to have something like a rutine to spend time with his darling, his frustration and hate for this obsesive love haven't been ereased at its fullest so he is too quick to snap when you don't follow the rutine or dynamic that has been made between you two, he doesn't mean to hurt you (specially when he have grown to love you more sincerely and pasionately) but he simply doesn't take a 'no' too well, it makes him panic wich only lead him to be desperate and angry
A/N: Giving the yandere a oportunity to be with their darling instead of writing about the darling not even wanting them in their life is kind of new to me, not complaining tho
