December: A final note of the year.
There's something about December that feels like the closing scene of a musical performance, where every momentĀ seems to rush toward a climactic end. It is the last chapter of the year, a time when the days stretch both heavy and swift, like listening to the final notes of a symphony. December feels much the sameā a quiet, resonant pause before ending to year's song. The song serves as a reflection of all that we've been, everything we've faced and everything we've become. In music, the final note is not always loud or grand. Sometimes, it's a slow fade, a verse of interlude that we will hear to reflect than applaud. Some others, it's a gradual decrease of passage decrescendo, a deliberate retreat that leaves space for thought.
As I stand in this year's final chord, I realized how much of myself has shifted in ways I didn't notice until now. Growth isn't always obvious, just as a melody isn't arranged on its loudest notes. There were moments this year that seemed insignificant at the timeāsomewhere between the resolutions I forgot and detours I never planned for, evanescent decisions and unsaid words. However, in looking back, I see how those subtle shifts have rewritten my rhythm. I'm no longer the same person who started this year's song.
Some unplanned notes leave me with surprises that strike me most. I discovered a form of strength in the most unexpected corners. Fragility I finally allowed myself to feel. Contentment arrived like a sudden, lively shift in music after a prolonged, melancholic melody. These are the notes I didnāt plan for, the harmonies I didnāt think I could create. But, just as in music, not every part of the year was in tune. There were dissonancesāmoments when life seemed to pull me in too many directions at once. Yet, even those moments taught me something. They showed me how to listen carefully, to distinguish between noise and melody.
And now, as December holds its final note, Iām reminded of what comes after the music fades: a reflection. This is the time to sit with all these sides of myselfāthe brave, the hesitant, the hopeful, the wary. It is humbling and electrifying to realize I am both the same and entirely new. I ask myself if the yearās song truly served me. Did I live in harmony with who I am, or did I let the noise of othersā expectations drown out my own voice?
Not every note was perfect, and not every chord resolved. But in its own way, this yearās song was complete. December, with all its quiet revelations, is teaching me to let it beāto appreciate the beauty of imperfection and the inevitability of change. So here I am, at the edge of the year, ready to begin again. The melody has ended, but its rhythms linger, reminding me of everything Iāve become. When the next song begins, Iāll carry these lessons with meāknowing that every note, no matter how small, matters in the music of a life well-lived.
