Journal - Thursday, December 27th, 2018
Goals for today. Finish buildings 3m/3k
Lunch at the park. Maybe walk around a little.
Finish cleaning the kitchen
Do some laundry.
Ride exercise bike. find a spin cycle class on youtube.
Play some guitar. Hit up Boswell about jamming.
PB sandwich for dinner
Maybe stop to get some cheese. I don’t need it but I want it.
I think if I do all those things today I will be looking good for today. We’ll see how well I do I should be able to get all that done today. I will continue the no porn today. I really need to get away from that. I feel it’s not as bad as my drinking, but it’s up there. I need to release music like Yvett young. Just make it and release it and hope people like it. or it could just not be listened to. Either way its cool. I’ll get the DM Facebook going and get people to like it. Once I get the deck and room done. It’ll be Saturday. I wonder if Bridget is down to date. I don’t know if I’m down. She does smoke and doesn’t play an instrument. I can’t do it. I get to be picky and she’s a good friend.
Cont on 8/25
I gotta go back to work. :( work was good. I didn’t finish building 3m-3k but they’re 90% done. I’ll wrap it all up tomorrow and get the proposals done on Monday! I didn’t walk during lunch. I’m not going to ride the bike. I did put the dishes away and some laundry. Which should be about ready to put in the dryer. Then I’m going to have a prime rib sandwich with a pickle. I’ll actually put it on the sandwich. Plus some diced jalapenos and maybe some tomato?
Cont on 8/26
Another tasty dinner. I probably did eat a little too much today. but not too much. Probably hit 2000 calories. I’m excited to have lunch with lil B. I hope we go somewhere delicious. We probably will. I did order my knife sharpener. I’m just realizing my procrastination probably came from my folks. Maybe. I don’t know. I know I have to stop that. Alright 2019. Work on not procrastinating. Just to do less of it over time and do better at everything. I slacked off since April. Kind of. Food. Booze. Slacked. I did alright with getting a house. It is pretty crazy that I do live in a super tight house in Boulder City. I still can’t believe it.
Cont on 8/24
I may have some ice cream. I’m not doing anything tomorrow night or Saturday night and I’m going to bail on jamming. Probably not, but I am nervous about it. I just want to stay home and be by myself for a while. I can hang soon. But I just want to get back on track and being home is how to do it. They got me a couple lures. I’ll get us licenses nest weekend so we can go finish. It’ll be fun and I would love to spend more time with him. I’ll even ask him about the landscaping. he may be down. But may be not cause he is taking care of mom, gma and Makayla. I feel he would do a good job and I’d see him more or sure. We could do a garden together and all that fun stuff! I’d be down. Either way I’ll ask him for help on thinks. I know I can do it myself but I know he enjoys stuff like that and will help out a ton. Especially with the bus stuff. I’ll get all the demoing done before I ask him for help. Not drinking Fri/Sat will help me get a lot more done on weekends. I’m excited for that. It’s going to be a good year. I’m excited.
