“ i’m sure you did what you could. ”
The figure winced at his words, looking at him with a bit of pain and worry in his eyes as he tried to draw in a quivering breath. His chest hurt - everything hurt, he had been screaming out of desperation to keep himself normal despite the infectee status and his desperate attempt to make more suppressants was frustrating to the point where he had ruined his progress.
Just like how he did in the past with the samples because he was an arrogant fucker. Wasn't he? Was that the truth amongst other people who were around him?
"No- I didn't. I fuck up every time."
His voice came out spiteful, pained. A bit shaky too as he restrained himself to the best that he could - lashing out now would only seal the narrative. So now he just, pulled his arms and legs close to himself, balling up and laying down with a low groan.
"... why the hell do you even stay around me? You know I'm a fuck up and a failure. I'm not even... human anymore. I deserve to be treated like this, I hurt... so many people..."









