#debsneverland

I’m so happy for you! it’s not easy to do it but you were so brave! and tod was a very respectful. (i’ve been rejected with really bad escuses so…) girl, if you want to continue your tag, fine by me!

I meant to respond to both of these a few days ago but I only just got the chance!

Honestly I’m still super surprised that I managed to do ask him. But I’m also super fucking proud of myself at the same time because I FINALLY DID IT!!!

And honestly I am amazed that I have someone like Todd in my life? Like he is so wonderful and such a great friend to me that I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve him. I think part of the reason that I’m actually super happy right now, even after being turned down, is because he was just so kind about it? (I’m sorry you’ve had bad experiences, dear)

The tag (or I guess tags?) will probably continue for a while. I mean they started because I wanted to have a way of journaling my thoughts as I tried to figure this whole crush business out. And I definitely still have a crush so I’ll probably keep posting as I try to figure out where I go from here. Especially since I’m still going to see him on at least a weekly basis for the next many many months.

In fact, I saw him a few times this weekend so I’ll probably make a little post in a few hours (assuming my computer will cooperate).

ofkellyabbott answered your post: I ASKED A GUY OUT AND I DIDN’T DIE FRO...

You have ascended from Crush Hell into Crush Purgatory. Crush Limbo would be if he didn’t give a definitive answer.

Yeah! Definitely. I get excited for every GMW episode because then I get to see my babies. And they are all my babies. Every single one of them. 

I really enjoy ship stuff when it happens on shows. But I’m not necessarily excited for Texas because of Lucaya... it’s not that I don’t ship Lucaya, it’s that I don’t really ship anything on GMW. So I’m not like “GAH I CAN’T WAIT FOR MY OTP TO BE TOGETHER FINALLY.” I am just excited because I know I’m going to enjoy whatever the writers throw at me.

I read this out loud to multiple people. This was too funny to not share with everyone I know.

(Yes, I'm weirdly open about my fanfic habits.) 

Don’t care. I love your AUs

I don't think I've ever written a Romione AU! Unless Hear Your Voice counts as one... does it? But I feel like, as a writer of Romione fic for six years of my life, I have this specific way of writing and telling a story that I've always done for them. And writing AUs would be a vast departure. 

Great one shot! I love Romione fluff :)

Your fanfics will console my heart for these next weeks!

Yeah. Yeah, my fanfiction is really good for consoling people. 

"He hadn't slept since she died."

oh 

"His voice is hysterical with fear, and she feels tears prickle at the corners of her eyes. She can literally feel his emotions grate in his voice, and this is the hammer that starts to chip away at her nothingness."

no

"She can't love this boy, and she feels so guilty. She should love him. But he's the last one. His eyes will never be replicated in another baby. His firsts will never be the firsts of another child." 

wait

"Ron let out a yell, something so incoherent and panicked even he couldn't understand what he was saying. He ran at Lestrange and Hermione, but as soon as he did so the knife plunged into Hermione's stomach. She screamed as Lestrange dropped her to the floor."

are

"In the midst of a never ending darkness, a single word is the only real image he will ever be able to associate with his daughter, the only particular he will ever know." 

you

"Your future had always contained her, and now that she can't be in it every single image is gone. Empty. Blank. As if you have no future without her. As if your life is over because she's gone. You remember deciding, sitting there on the floor, that it's quite a fitting way for Ronald Weasley to end."