#deathloop

1. Time and time again I fail to save what I love; their lives, their happiness, the perfect outcome slips through my fingers and I wonder if it ever existed, if it even is possible, I am in a hell of my own making and I hold the key to escape but I hide it in the core of my being because I refuse to get out until I have accomplished my goal, I shall lose until I win it all, even if that makes me a god, even if that makes me a sinner.

2. Stumbled into someone's loop, probably number one's, and has to solve it for them and it's like ugh whatever, L + ratio + skill issue + don't drag me into your shit + 🎶 Let it go~🎶

3. I looked at infinity in the eye and it looked back at me and it spoke "I am not asking you to endure nor am I commanding you to persist, I am telling you these are the only options someone as hopeless as you has, your path stretches into infinity with no beginning and no end, no entrance and no exit, happiness and misery are not goals, they are but fleeting moments in the endless cycle of life, do you understand yet? You are a story that is reread, retold and reinterpreted until the end, ever-changing yet destined to the same fate. You poor soul, you will never know rest."

a fair few but going off of ao3 numbers and how less-than-alive the fandom is, my nichest is absolutely deathloop <3 but i guess i'm part of the problem bc i barely draw fanart of it lol