closed to → @dearsgcd featuring carter hudson
It was the night before the game against Buffalo, and yet, instead of being locked in for it like he usually would be, all Carter could do was think about how fucking guilty he'd been feeling lately. For continuing to let whatever was happening between him and Jeremiah to keep happening while he recently started seeing someone new. Matter of fact, it wasn't just somebody, it was a cheerleader for the Bengals, which made the matter that much worse. But to be fair, it wasn't like he was seeking her out, it just sort of... Happened. And Carter didn't exactly stop it from happening. They crossed paths one day after they both had practice, sat down to talk with each other for a bit, and the rest was history. However, even while seeing her, Carter still couldn't get himself to stop letting Jeremiah fuck around with him. It was fucking addicting, their dynamic was addicting, and the more they fucked, the more he craved and needed him. But that was going to stop tonight. He texted Jeremiah telling him to drop by his room at the team hotel because he had every intention of finally telling him that they needed to stop (as much as he didn't want to) because he had a girlfriend now. Thankfully, it didn't take Jeremiah long to be right there like he asked, the receiver texting him to open the door. He shot back a quick text saying that he was coming, just before tossing the phone onto the nightstand beside the bed. Walking over to the door, he pulled it open slowly, and let out a quiet nervous breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. "Hey," he said quietly, stepping aside to let the other in.






















