Less
when people are used to be contended with less, everything's been falling into place. I know that each of us should have our own ambitions and visions in life, but as i wake up everyday i see the point of living is based on how i breathe. if this was a movie it would be me in the middle of the frame, standing in a foreign street, as the camera zooms out you'll see a dozen of people passing by, completely ignoring me. you can also see them smiling, some even have their booze in hand, singing even... they are not the focus of the frame, but they are happy. as for me who's been staged from the start of the scene, there is nothing but dark grays and mellow music. there is life and there is none. as for me, i am slowly training myself to be contented with less, if there is more then it would be for appreciation. with less, you don't have expectations, disappointment is limited and there is no heart break. but sometimes, even for a wishful thinking... there are times when I just wished I was different from what I am now. right there is not contentment. I want to achieve more, I wish for more. but that is all a wish. when i start to wish everything comes crashing down in the end. disappointment comes in train that runs a hundred and fifty miles per hour. Tragic.. you see? That's why it should always be less.
