#DearFutureWife,
I’ve envisioned us this way, many a time.
NO, this is not on a wedding day.
(Passed that)
NO, this isn’t on a special occasion.
(You are what’s special)
BUT THIS, is simply me...looking in the eyes, of the one whom I’ve prayed for.
I don’t want to only look at you this way, when I’m trying to make up when I may have been wrong, and trying to make things right..
I don’t want to only look at you this way, when making love to your body and soul is my sudden priority for a day either, but this is me practicing how to express to you my love, without saying a word. This may seem a little awkward and humorous in the beginning, but the longer we stand and see eye to eye, the better we’ll stand side by side.
You are the eyes that direct me from cautionary situations and your gaze can even diffuse the emotions I may have brewing on the inside..
YOU MY LOVE, is why I love, and this is one of my ways of transferring it to you. I hope you feel what I feel, in its purist way. I know you’re not in front of me at this very moment, but every so often when I daydream, this look is what I have when you come to mind..
Yes, I am focused when I think of you.
Yes, I know your presence will make a difference in my future, and THIS is what it feels like even now..
I may not be a knight in shining armor, but for you?
I am ready for war..
Victory is upon us, the closer we get.
Forever, together, is the ultimate prize.
For US,
JAMES.
