#dearest dia

rokanken i get what u mean?? im stuck thinking of this headspace vibe (Someone is trying to remind me of something but. wel) where two or more of us would be combined, but wed spring out from the entity that was all of us together, so it was no longer one entity but three tiny ones. but whenever anyone talked about doing that none of us could actually picture the space that was Us disappearing, its more like, if we were all in a box, and then left the box, but the invisible box is still there. so where there was an Us, it still felt like a home base kind of vibe that we didnt actually break from. and what somebody is trying to remind me of (WITHOUT words. i love it) has something to do with us leaving but the "space" that was where we were actually attacking or moving on its own, still. if that makes sense at all

it was in fact about the last part i believe so i will choose to not press you on it, but were you to be curious about what i wanted to know, ill say i was going to ask if the bird was two people fused together and if so was that sort of symbolism related to anything you can remember in your irl life. you do not need to answer that but the reason i was asking was specifically because the way you worded it made it feel like that bird came from somewhere else.

rokanken absolutely hmu in like 11 hours on skype and i can give u details on what i need. i will not throw you into the chaos of my horribly disorganized blog without clear guidance my friend

i have stuff i need to add or change in my about. tomorrow i may recruit dia if ce has the energy and change stuff such as: -taking out "its my current url which would tell you how much i love it" next to my special interest bof1 -adding mune from chrono trigger to my kin list. bwoosh -just changing my age to 17 even though im 16 until the 19th of june. bc why not -perhaps putting Slightly more emphasis on fucking tag shiba inus since yall do not fucking get it but ok -someday i need to add a page abt my tags but im not gonna make dia do that lel -adding yowapeda back to the list of things i blog abt bc i do infact still blog of it -i should probably put BEN drowned under my list of special interests even if i do feel fuckingtwelveagain -someone needs to remind me someday to finish my fuckign system page but that again is not a job for dia -i also need to be reminded to carefully examine my tagged/s but that is DEFINITELY not dias job dia what do u think of the tasks that are not very much not ur job. do they seem reasonable bc if not i can now ask jude

oh!! dearest dia! you may be interested to know i told my secret to my qpp, jude, and all is well! so far its never been Not well but thats certainly due at least in part to my own efforts at controlling who knows what

rokanken this may be forward of me but: can i adopt you too

what if i had a tag for conversations/letters to dia. should i tag them all as dearest dia

rokanken i read his lines and im. about to cry congratulate me because im a new parent. which one is you