#deardiary firstentry

This is officially my first post. This blog might be a pseudo-diary of some sort, or whatever what I’m feeling most of the time. This is going to be my first entry, yay!

So, I’m halfway done in my second semester this year, and I’m feeling very anxious. The anxiety has been spiraling out of my control ever since I stepped foot in college. Let me tell you, it’s not fun, for me at least. You’d think that once you start college, it would be a fun ride. Well, it’s my fault I thought that all college-based movies and series somehow reflect the reality of college life. Maybe I’m just not used to it yet, I’m just getting overwhelmed, or I’m just putting pressure on myself. I don’t know, but I do know that I almost completely shut down during the course of my first semester. If it weren’t for my friends, I would not be able to barely pass my classes. I often skipped classes, not read the assigned readings for the week, procrastinate, all that bad student ethics stuff. It’s probably my fault for the situation I’m in right now, consequences of decisions and whatnot.