#dearda

Dean’s secretly had a thing for Kenan since they were at Juve together. He’s convinced Kenan doesn’t feel the same way (despite them doing not so friendly things with each other) because Kenan acts like it never happened.

Seeing the way Arda and Kenan act together, both in public and on Kenan’s private socials, ignite jealousy within Dean for that hard-to-forget fling. Despite Kenan not explicitly saying anything about the relationship between him and the older Turk, it isn’t that hard for the Spaniard to see the subtle touches and read between the lines.

When Arda found out Dean was joining Madrid, it would be a lie if he said the excitement was more than innocent. Frustrated by Kenan’s reluctance to refer to their relationship as romantic even between the two of them, he allows his eyes to wander towards his old friend Dean.

(I like to imagine Kenan and Dean’s dynamic like two friends who used to share a place. Kenan moved out first and Dean stayed bitter about it- he always wished that the other would reveal his feelings and they’d stay together. Obviously this doesn’t make sense in the real world because Kenan stayed at Juventus and Dean left but you get what i mean right lol?)

Dean being at Madrid causes complications among all three of them.

Thinking he’s being tactical, he flirts with Arda, posts up with him on his private socials, etc. He thinks doing all this is payback for Kenan not liking him, you know, stealing his boyfriend.

What the Spaniard doesn’t realise however though, is that Kenan hasn’t spoken about his feelings to either of them and Dean has blindly believed the other two were in love due to his rage and self hatred 👎👎 At the same time, Arda starts to realise that Dean doesn’t actually feel the same way as him and has suspicions of his feelings for Kenan.

Arda and Dean’s relationship turns into a whole bunch of stuff. Meaningless sex where they both imagine the other as Kenan, arguments over Kenan, followed by hate sex, more fights, they do start to have feelings for one another- idk they’ll prob never admit it.

While all this goes on between the Madrid boys, Kenan starts to fall under the impression that the two do love each other. One reason being Arda showing up unexpectedly at Dean’s house while the two former teammates were meeting up for the first time in a while, with the excuse that he wanted to give him something (did not happen).

Kenan *had* fallen for Arda after he left Dean, despite not making it clear to him, leaving him with a weird feeling in his stomach after that day. He finds himself taking Arda out to eat, inviting him to his place and becoming jealous of the marks that he can see left on him. Not just hickeys- but cuts and bruises. All made worse by the way he for some reason always goes back to Dean.

Who will end up with who??🙀🙀🙀

yaddayaddayadada i feel like if i go on for any longer then im not gonna make sense (I probably wasn’t in the first place lmfao) but whatever just wanted to put my thoughts into words 👍 k thanks bai