yesterday, or july 2nd, a member in my discord server, ethan or formerly ggutpunch, revealed to me and several other members a screenshot of aj/wade (which you might know as the ex-boyfriend of nicole/hannah/mille or dearbaes/baeholic/herbvrntletters/mailbymillie who helped in the past exposure of her lies and weird actions.) being racist. you can see this in the first picture i provided. obviously, since i am very proudly against things like that, i banned him, confronted him, unfollowed him on other platforms, and eventually the other members of my server also did so. you can see the texts of my confronting aj in the next 5 pictures.

as you can see, aj started to pin the blame of his racist actions on the person who exposed him instead of himself. aj kept refering to this as "drama" and that ethan was just trying to cause drama, and then threw false allegations towards the person who exposed him, to try and throw us off of him i assume.

aj was making claims that ethan was a zoophile, he is not. there is no proof to this fact besides a hybrid/werewolf ask to nicole in her old server, and talking about "puppies" in regard to puppyplay. aj also said he would "get proof" of ethan being a zoophile and he did not do that.

aj was making claims that ethan was "jealous" that him and another member in the discord server were getting closer and that ethan was sending him nudes, neither of these things are true.

aj made claims that ethan requested "pedophile!sevika", he did not. (see the next 2 pictures.)

all of this, and the former co-owner of my discord server adamantly defended aj, because he gave her a half-assed apology in between blaming ethan for exposing him. see the next picture.

eventually this lead to the her leaving the server, unfriending and blocking me on discord, and unfollowing me on all other socials.

and now aj and nicole have once again made it public that they are dating, except under the names wade and hannah. as you can see in the next 4 pictures.

i am not suprised by this fact, and personally i think that the two never stopped talking.

anyways i think nicole blocked me on this account so i dont know if she will see this, but a pre-fire is a pre-fire.

thank you for all your patience, i have ideas for things to write and ill get back to it soon. love yall!

u obv aren’t fed up enough if you continue to try and turn people against hannah & i. i’ve accepted what i did a long time ago, but you don’t care. not like you gave me time to explain myself. & you don’t deserve to see the screenshots of me taking accountability. anyone else can dm me if they’re interested, but you aren’t owed shit for dragging people into this too

i did apologize and admit to what i’ve done to several people and hannah has too but ok 😂 if you wouldn’t have automatically blocked me then this wouldn’t have been an issue & i would’ve apologized to you too. but u do u bro. you & ur friends owe me apologies too. it’s not about deleting everything related to the matter, it’s about growing up & realizing you’re acting childish and immature continuing to drag this on & behave like this 😬don’t know why you’re writing this but ethan had to deactivate his account. keep defending him, just makes you look worse.

TW: Talking about Rape,racism,zoophilia etc etc

Before starting, i want you to know how ajs and Hannah's relationship is.

Leaking your ex's not so good photo in a server no one likes her is...interesting

And more of Hannahs private info, like a LOT about them

and a looot of this shit.

And this is how Hannah/Nicole rants about how aj is abusive

They pretty hate each other but goes back together when aj had no friends

Now if i talk about new thing

I WONDER WHO WOULD TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT RAPE TOO

ITS YOUR GF??!??

OH AND YOU?

Look, if you two are so sensitive about rape, why did Nicole get famous with her "rapey" fics (she loves calling them "rapey"). I met with Nicole bcs i saw her drama post and joined server, little me didn't know i was in full of freaks(talking about my own friends too.) I do not care about your kink if its consensual. Which seems like you don't do Nicole.

AJ Accusing Ethan of Zoophilia

if you dont have proof dont talk about it, The things he said is absolute bullshit, with no proof again???

yeah bcs hannah is a good source? she wrote rape fics. Ethans req was NOT pedo!Sevika. It was dbf but if you wanna talk shit without proof i can too

Ableism and Racism

do i need to say anything?

MY PERSONAL SHIT

ima young ho who is hoeing around i flirt with people, then i get sad and i move on. Yes i had a crush on ethan then realized we just met 1 month before and i don't know him much as i think. We are friends with him now and we worked our things. God forbid i got sad and tell my friends how i feel, right Jigu?

Look Nicole, i tried my best to calm shit down but clearly you two are lying. The zoophilia shit was too much. Sometimes its better when you accept what you did and apologize. You did wrote rape fics and lied all of us,aj said ableist and racist things, Ethan said "i want to get groomed again" but you and aj dont accept you two did all this. I did mean every word i said last night. But i might be wrong. I think you and Aj could even get married one day. You should be together. I did not gaf about you neither aj but why did you put my name to your weird blog i didn't liked it. And also aj flirted with m*** and ethan when you two broke up.

I don't think you changed a little bit AJ. From all this shirt only thing you supposed to do is publicly (or at least to our friend group) apologize and log off for a while. I'm not a saint but i never called some race "they produce like rabbits" I'm not sure if anyone can grow up from their racism in 2 months(or few months)

When will you accept what you have done and apologize?I'm really fed up with this stupid drama; I think we can resolve this if you just accept a few things and apologize.

plus an extra screenshot of ethan absolutely lovebombing.

1. the claims regarding zoophilia: i do have someone who will willingly protest against this, because ethan had openly requested them to write disgusting things, including people with very animal-like features, and not the usual werewolf or hybrid content. this is a red flag in itself, and with. i never said anything about “puppies” being alarming or cause for concern. i could not get proof because this was in the old server that was deleted.

2. regarding ethan’s jealousy: ethan himself said outright that he wasn’t, but several people beg to differ. & i have been sent one photo that was suggestive in nature, but out of respect and simple decency, i will not show it here.

3. again, i have hannah, who can defend my claim that ethan had requested pedophile!sevika. anyone else who was in the previous server may also remember this, and it would be appreciated if they could come up and either message me or @/dearbaes. i also have screenshots showing that ethan was very interested into the topic of grooming and had mentioned before that he wanted to be groomed. this conversation also happened in the server that was deleted, but at least i have a screenshot of it from when i had to talked to hannah about it on her old account.

4. nicole is a poc. why would i be racist if i’m currently dating a poc 🫩let’s use our brains here. that screenshot was taken out of context in an attempt to make me look bad. once you have the full conversation, then let’s talk ❤️until then continue to lie and chase after someone that is notorious for lovebombig.

5. the screenshots show that you still have someone in the server spying on us. when will you grow up and move past drama? i’m sorry you weren’t shown enough attention as a child, but this is not the way to get it.

edit: and yes, ethan did want drama, & even called this drama ❤️

would you want to continue talking to someone if this is how they spoke to you?

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1. You’d Like That Wouldn’t You by Reneé Rapp

2. Little Bit Better by Caleb Hearn, ROSIE

3. less by Olivia Rodrigo

4. Senses by MICO

5. The Way by Ariana Grande, Mac Miller

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