Jul 20, 2019
Dear scientist’s log--I guess that’s how I’m starting these now--for the time being, I’ve decided to focus on the love I do feel instead of the grief I don’t. I’m hoping that’ll help. In lighter news...
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Dear scientist’s log--I guess that’s how I’m starting these now--for the time being, I’ve decided to focus on the love I do feel instead of the grief I don’t. I’m hoping that’ll help. In lighter news...
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Dear scientist’s log--is that a weird way to start a log? I’m--I don’t even need to ask that, actually, that’s super weird. Anyway,
Dear scientist’s log, reasons why I shouldn’t be listening to this music: this joke is the only thing that’s made me laugh for a week.
I learned how to be dead. i promised myself to live but i knew i could not return alive from Japan. i felt it then and there, making the worst choice, to give up.
carrying a corpse around is exhausting but i see myself doing it a little bit longer. i have nothing left to lose anymore. i don’t love my family like i did and i don’t care about barely anybody or thing enough that it would kill me. there is freedom in it. sometimes i see a dog and my heart turns down to my stomach. i still can not breath and everything hurts when i am awake.
i like when i see nightlights and the green leaves and rain pouring down every other day.
its all so overwhelming.
i feel like most of the time i can’t take life as it is. the passing of time erases me little by little and i feel it in my bones like a disease. feels like I’m dying, and actually i am. been coughing up blood and i can’t smell since january. sun is in my face treating me like a dead flower. its not of use anymore when you’re rotting.
yet I’ll make myself fight again. for some days, for some hours.
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i love you and the things you do are not something that could condition that,
prolly the most heart opening thing that anyone has said to me; what a pretty thing to be growing as a grown up.
be smoking all my bf butts like brobie be eating left over pizza from the couch:3 i love it here. i never ever hated it here, cant say the same about home.
being alive is so scary đź’đź’đź’
i do not recommend love. you have to share so much; i don’t like it. maybe because i always been an only child. i was not given much or the proper way i think.
yet i think it is what saved me. i guess cause i crave it the most. it’s so cold here, i shouldlearn something about it. it has always kept me alive, preserved. now that im living i see the clock tick away my time. i want it all back.