#dear ask

Hello my dear.

dear past me,

hooo boy, from where you are to where i am is a whole lotta shit. you’re gonna feel like it’s not worth it, like it’ll never be worth it. hell, sometimes i still don’t think it’s worth it. after all, i’ll soon be a past of myself as well. you’re gonna stumble, fall, plummet, crash and burn. but like the phoenix, you will rise from your own ashes, and be reborn. perhaps not shiny, nothing pristine or without it’s cracks, but it’s a new start. it’s still a struggle, i won’t lie. it’s going to seem like there are more bad days than good, but when the good days come, oh man, are they good.

and don’t worry, i know you feel all alone, like no one will ever understand you, or love you, or want you. but you will meet people who won’t know what to do without you, people who will fight with you and for you. people you will be proud to call not just your friends, but also your family.

oh, one more thing. i’m going to tell you what i wish i had heard more of when i was you:

you are not broken, you are not worthless, you are not your mistakes. you are a force to be reckoned with, and you will be okay.

sincerely, you, only stronger.

Darling,

You are such a sweetheart. I'm so happy you invested with the Non-MC/MC in each stories, I truly loves them very much :)

I try to make the Reader as... "simple" as possible. I want everyone to be able to relate to her as much as possible.

But you are right, for each of the stories, I have ideas and pictures of them inside my head.

Here is the Reader in Burning Heart, that I have in mind. I won't bother you with all the other reader from the other story ( unless you want to see them) but here is our God's Voice, Rafayel's Bride:

Haha, I miss it too dear.

I'm currently writing Burning Souls, it's around 10k words for now, it's just... hard to write a sex scene like I want it :)

Then I'll follow the order from the polls last time. But it can not wait to write for Zayne's story ( Which I guess you meant What doesn't Kill You Watches You.)

Hello dearest,

So before i get dragged into a mental hospital from the new chapt and my need for more...

Can I draw fanart for it and tag you in it when im done 👉👈

[Fuck Greyson and the staff btw 💜]

Hello, my sweet Amious!

How is therapy going?

I would be so touched if you drew art for my story! I would be emotional and crying and... emotional.

I would love to see it !

No rush whatsoever, just wondering when the next part of your Zayne fic is coming out? :) Been enjoying the series a lot!

Well, hello, dear.

I would like to have a date for that, but I need to finish Caleb's chapter, then Sylus's, then I think it's Zayne's...?

But yeah, without a laptop... I fucking can not write and it's making me so mad.