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at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame / there must be a light of some kind

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i love those headcanons that are like “dean’s really smooth at chatting up girls but becomes a blushing stammering teenager when he’s faced with smooth-talking a guy”
I'm confused. I thought Dean was Aquarius?
WELL.
canon dean is aquarius, but i’m like 800% certain that the show creators did Not choose his date of birth with star signs in mind. so i changed it. i can’t remember what i decided his Actual Birthday was (i have it written down somewhere) but it’s somewhere in the scorpio section of the year (because dean is honestly such a scorpio like??? it fits so well)
but yes you are right dean is an aquarius in supernatural. even if he acts nothing like it. <3
The noise that a record, tape, or cd player makes before the music comes on. When it's barely morning and everything feels kind of okay for once. The feeling of freshly washed & dried clothing; but with that particular fabric softener, that kind of smells like home, even if you don't know what home is anymore. that's what makes me think of dean / dean+aesthetic but i might be totally wrong tbh
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7 deadly sin headcanonswrath: a headcanon about your character and their anger management
dean has a wholly unhealthy anger management strategy; it stemmed from when he was a child. he was never in a position to be able to have raging tantrums and get stroppy and lie and slam his door as a kid --- he had to think about what dad wanted and what sam needed. it’s not that dean never GOT angry (and i bet, through his hormonal teenage years, sometimes he wanted to punch a hole through the wall with just how mad he felt inside at times, even from the smallest of things) it’s just that he wasn’t able to express this freely, and he wasn’t able to express this healthily. for a child, their family is usually their number one output of rage. dean had to place it anywhere BUT there --- so he did, through fist fights at school and (later on) the ferocity of a hunt.
occasionally he’d slip up and have a proper fight with sam, but it was uncommon, especially as they grew older and dean became more of a parent than a brother. john, he never angered, not for the fear of his father’s retaliation but the fear of his disappointment in dean’s disobedience.
besides, sam and john fought enough already. dean wasn’t about to be the one to complicate things further, and certainly not because of his petty, selfish distress. holding back often increased the violent behavior when it did spill out; when someone made fun of him for being the new kid at school, he didn’t merely shove them, he threw them on the ground, he punched them, he shoved them against the lockers and put his fist in their stomach.
needless to say, dean’s anger management wasn’t an example others should follow.

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Oh! An interesting thing you could maybe consider is the time of day Dean was born in. His sun sign might be Aquarius but doesn't mean homeboy doesn't have Scorpio as his moon or rising sign
WELL WEIRDLY ENOUGH we’re having a huge discussion on skype rn about moons and venuses and risings and stuff
but tbh i kinda wanna scrap the aquarius sun idea for dean altogether?? i mean let’s be real do you really think eric kripke gave dean the birthday 24th january because he really thought he was a sparkling aquarius??
idk just. petition for writers to actually consider the deets on their characters u know
[8:40:59 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: i think dean and cas are like. complete opposites [8:41:03 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: hear me out [8:41:09 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: with WAR and NURTURE [8:41:49 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: cas is a soldier through circumstance -- the obedience of angels, numerous wars in heaven [8:42:01 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: but he's a nurturer at heart -- he didn't have to learn it to know it [8:42:06 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: he has Paternal Instinct [8:42:12 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: DEAN'S THE OPPOSITE [8:42:41 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: he's a nurturer through circumstance -- having to take care of his brother from a young age [8:42:50 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: having to learn to provide and care [8:43:24 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: but i think he's a soldier at heart?? like with aggression and determination and skill [8:43:31 PM] smashy smashy boom man 2.0: a part of him was born for the fight [8:45:16 PM] elena: annie i just think you meta'd
dean: no chick-flick moments sam dean: i don’t talk about my feelings dean: haha should i set up the TEA PARTY dean: calm down dr phil sam: ... dean: ... sam: ... dean: [literally starts talking about his Deep Emotions at the end of every single supernatural episode ever] sam: ... dean: ... sam: ... dean: haha if you wanna talk about your feelings then maybe we should have a slumber party