#deanirae

I hate it so much that being alone was one of Dean’s biggest fears from day one and now at the end of the series finally being Alone is the best thing that could happen to him:(((((((((((

he would be that kind of designer who would become an icon in his field due to talent, devotion and determination. and i bet my ass he’d co-run and actively participate in house makeover shows bc he’d wanna help people

i'd love to see a fic like that. altho maybe i see it different but i think dean long has that clarity but crap gets him pulled back bc there's always a sam-made mess he cleans up bc sam wouldnt and dean doesnt have it in him to let the world die in a fire :( but i think he knows very well since at least s10 that sam is a psychopath. i propose deleting sam entirely so dean would get a shot at something so much better

My watch history and rememberance of S10 is really sporadic-- Genuinely asking as a lesser-informed party, what makes you think that?

The narrative is so messy now... It’s hard to figure out if the reason Dean keeps coming back is because wanting to is consistent with his character, in a way that allows us to make conclusions about his person, or if it’s just the writers manipulating him to keep the show going. I mean we know the latter exists but it’s hard to tell where that line is considering they have full control over him. At what point did they break away from proper characterization? Hard to tell.

Anyways, my logic was that the gradual degradation to asshole may have made it harder for Dean to get perspective and helped him lose the ability to realize things could be better. Turn the heat up slowly and the frog doesn’t leave the pot until it’s boiled alive, you know? The frog knows it’s hot and uncomfortable but he doesn’t realize it’s reaching fatal levels. 

Maybe some kind of soul-revealing event where Dean’s is precious and beautiful but Sam’s is just a pile of trash on the ground would be better. LOL

But, in the end we don’t definitively know Dean well enough to be sure that’s the solution, so yeah. Loads of it is up to interpretation I get where you’re at.

The real question is, how do we finagle a deletion of Sam that doesn’t leave Dean feeling guilty/crushed or trying to bring him back? 🤔 

#13: A Study In Cas

Author: @babybluecas Artist: @deanirae Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Pairing/s: Castiel & Dean Winchester Word Count: 18k Warnings: canon specific violence, unhealthy eating habits

Summary:

Cas called so Dean came. Miles away from the Bunker, months after Dean’s reluctant eviction of the newly fallen angel, the two friends become partners in what could be their last case together before Cas moves on with the new life he’s made for himself.

Well hello there, stranger, standing here on my doorstep! Please, come on in!

First off: I love the idea that I know John well. He drops by the library from time to time, we go for a pint, I help him with his blog. I’m his sister’s ex, but he and I got along better than either of us did with her, so.

I can’t imagine a version of this story where John doesn’t love Mary. We’re at a point, here after we’ve seen The Six Thatchers but nothing more, where there is a clear suggestion that John is cheating on Mary, and many are shocked and appalled by this. How could ethical, moral-compass John do such a thing? Well: how could ethical, moral-compass John marry someone he never felt any love for? I don’t think he would, and I don’t think he did. John definitely loves Mary.

I think it’s safe to say, in the context of this story, that John and Sherlock are soulmates. They were built with a piece missing in the shape of the other, and each of them become their best and most whole selves when they’re together. This is true no matter who else enters either of their lives, no matter how much either of them loves anyone else. This core construction is permanent and unconditional. It’s practically biological. They don’t even have to like it or want it; it just is. John (or Sherlock!) loving anyone else cannot lessen the reality of this connection, and the foundational bond between Sherlock and John doesn’t lessen the love they feel for other people. Complicate it? Certainly. It may even make it impossible for either of them to properly commit to anyone else. But love isn’t a zero sum game even at the worst of times. 

There is no question in my mind that John loves Mary. He loves the version of her that she wants to be. John gets restless in his marriage before Mary shoots Sherlock and her secrets start to spill out, but that’s not a statement on how much John loves her. No one but Sherlock can fill the gap in John that Sherlock fills. He certainly loves her while she can’t.

If John knew Mary’s whole past, if he had known her before she became Mary Morstan, would he have loved her? Mary tells us he wouldn’t, and it seems she’s right. John is having a hard time accepting the lies Mary tells. He doesn’t like her behaviour or her choices when her past self creeps back. Would he have found his way through his anger and feelings of betrayal and committed fully to his marriage again? Possibly. He isn’t ready to give up on her entirely. 

John married Mary’s fantasy version of herself rather than her reality, and sometimes reality seeps in. John no longer trusts Mary, and that’s difficult terrain for love. But I don’t think John stopped loving her by the end of The Six Thatchers. He is angry with her, and disappointed, but he still loves her.

he's salad-coded

Sending u good vibes and good luck!

To Premium PCK za które grubo się płaci a w necie i tak taniej