#deanguardian

OH, WOW. KILL ME.

{I totes agree; like I’m not the biggest SamRuby shipper but Dean has fucked Sam over FAR more than Ruby has /and/ Dean’s done most of it for /himself/, while Ruby was working for herself she at least stopped Sam from being a drunk in a gutter

Ruby was working for LUCIFER and Lilith, not herself. Yes, she knew she’d be rewarded (after the fact) for getting Sam to let Lucifer out of The Cage but that wasn’t her main priority. The surprise on her face when she figured out in the season 4 finale just what exactly killing Lilith would do told me she wasn’t privy to all the information, just that she was given a task and she completed it. 

And I think people forget that she did try to get Sam to stop drinking. It pisses me off that people forget she really did try to do some good for Sam in all that she was using him to further her own agenda.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And maybe even giving him a small spark of grace because think of how /happy/ Sam would be. To finally feel pure and worthy, to feel /clean/ and he'd be so grateful to Godstiel, there'd be no going back from how deep his loyalty ran then, he would belong to Godstiel completely he had given everything but his life (although maybe even his life, Godstiel could just bring him back if he died after all) and not even Dean would be enough to untangle Sam from the web Godstiel had caught him in 

for fucKS SAKE YES OMG

godstiel would have the most beautifullly obedient follower who absolutely melted for him in the worst ways