hey time, it’s dead reader anon. long time no talk! i’ve been super busy lately with school and work so i wasn’t able to be active on here, but i recently binged ur writing and wow, it’s still just as amazing as i remembered. i hope you’re doing well! have a lovely day!
dead reader anon!
i love you! have a blessed year. and no worries, school and work is important. I'm very happy you visited me at all. tagging this as dead reader anon so i hope this message finds you (and in good spirits)
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super excited that you’re turning 19, happy early birthday :) i hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself; whatever you have planned (if you choose to!) will be amazing, i know it! - dead reader anon
ive missed you!! how are you??
and yep the big nasty 19...yeesh. 19 is such a dramatic age for anime protagonists. eren had a whole world bowing down to his feet at 19. and i? T.T
have an amazing day. its always a pleasure to hear from you <3
it’s dead reader anon!! i can’t get over the name too, i find it so funny honestly. i think what really draws me to your blog is your content itself; i found everything that i liked on here and often times dark content writing blogs don’t venture into topics like (ironically) a dead reader and babytrapping. everything grotesque and taboo that i secretly enjoy is on here and that’s what made me interested enough to follow.
i also like interacting from afar with the writers because especially with how time consuming and exhausting writing fanfic can be, messages and asks are always super encouraging, at least from my personal experience. you, in particular, have such a wonderful and warm personality and i always feel so welcome on your blog which makes me so happy to send in things and stay. i also tend to lose interest in writing blogs quickly and move onto the next since their content is always very linear whereas what i read is all over the place, but your kindness to readers and overall writing itself has made me a devout follower haha!
i remember when i started out writing, it was always the anons who sent in something funny or exciting about my content that kept me going and the lack of it made me stop. it gets exhausting when you become a machine, expected to write every part and every request, so i hope that i can add to your experience on tumblr so you know that someone appreciates your work in bringing niche content.
i love chatting with you and honestly, it makes my day when you reply! have a great day and stay safe! ❤️
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this comforts me a bit! hahah, I was always worried that my blog fell into the more "softer" side of dark content because I'm never too visceral in my prose. AND THE FUNNIEST THING IS dead!readers are also something I would never read, and at first, it bewildered me that there were people that wanted to! emotional masochism to the max!
but that didn't deter me from writing it? I figured I'd be willing to explore all ideas in a universe. during this time, I was writing mostly bully content, especially bully!shigaraki. And that ask made me realize, why not explore all hypothetical ideas with a yandere! shigaraki? I also really wanted to write emotional devastation, and really just capture what it means to feel like "dead inside" in the psyches of objectively...bad...people.
AND THEN THE DEAD! Reader x Bully! EREN ASK! I wanted to do something a little different with Eren so I had a really fun time setting up the missing! person reader up. I had a lot of ideas about what to do with his emotional breakdown tbh, so thank you for giving me the opportunity to discover that. It was really fun to really discover his complexities. oof...I've talked too much already, forgive me, I'm much chattier when I'm high :/
and now for the real stuff
You literally hit every mark of what it's like to write fanfiction, and interacting with people on tumblr. the likes are nice, and the reblogs are even nicer, but getting memorable commentary and insight from people--that's just the stuff you really remember right?
I keep rereading the "devout follower" part. It made me snort. IN A GOOD WAY. I'm so so flattered HAHAH. I hate to echo back words you so kindly introduced, but you're honestly so worm and wonderful too. love u dead reader anon. i hope your days are nothing but short of great.
hello time!! it’s dead reader anon! i loved the eren + #5 piece, thank you so much for writing yet another masterpiece! the dialogue and the buildup was everything, my heart is all over the place now haha! i swear you have a gift for making me feel numb and empty with your amazing writing 😩 it’s honestly the best feeling though and i also love lurking here on your blog, so i’m super happy it’s mutual!!
to answer your question on if i write, i actually used to run a few writing blogs over the past few years. one was for yandere writing with about 3k followers, but i left because i was drowned with requests and lost motivation, two smaller ones that i ditched because i was exhausted of the fandoms, and my most recent being a haikyuu + bnha writing blog. i left the last one after hitting 2k because i was just so exhausted from writing and lost my former drive. writing is definitely a hard craft and i admire you for pursuing it!
in short, i used to write but stopped writing altogether late last year. i still have my love for fanfic though! my reblogs for writing are in the thousands at the moment…
sorry for the ramble! i hope you have a lovely day/night and take good care of yourself! once again, happy 400!! (^ν^)
woah...dead reader anon (can't get over how much i love this name) you're so accomplished. even though my account is on a much smaller scale than the ones you've operated, I can relate to the grappling relationship with motivation. it's kind of crazy, I wonder if I've read your fics before, and I probably devoured them [for context, I think I started reading tumblr fanfiction late 2020] in all their glory.
i love having you on my blog, and interacting with you. i cant name it but sometimes i feel like there are only so many words and in the end, they'll all return to the void. what distinguishes my account from another? so when I get messages from you, it just erases all that way.
oofsgs im being sappy. also please dont apologize for rambling, if anything, please never stop rambling :)