Warning: A sad De7 lore drop !!!⚠️
Happy Pride month to my favourite people on the internet 🤗🏳️🌈 You all deserve a break of whatever you are going through. Stay strong people ✊️
Also there is something I wanted to share for a while and I thought pride month might be the best to bring this up (at first I wasn't sure if I could ever bring this up here but what do I have to loose really?). Hey, I'm De7. I'm a girl and I'm Bi. That doesn't mean anything to you and I know none of you care but it was a real struggle to admit that to myself for a decade now. I still can't even believe I'm actually writing this and it feels weird tbh😭
Ever since I first found out I could have feelings for girls I freaked out sm and flipped around my thoughts with "am I a lesbian or just confused?". Since my childhood my family would tell us kids how disgusting the lgbt community is but in my head I never actually saw anything wrong. Just people being people, different from us? Sure! But just people. Yet whenever they would talk bad about them I never had any other choice but to join cuz otherwise they'd suspect something (wich my sis and cousin did recently actually but after convincing them, never believed that again, but my sis reminded me at that time that she can't stand gay people and that she'd break contact with me if i was "one of them" wich really hurt) You probably would say something like "leave you're family" but that is easier said than done. I don't wanna loose contact with them since I love them all and all those good memories I had with them will never be forgotten (like future bdays and christmas I will loose forever). But I know that they wouldn't change for me or love me if I told them (they'd fs abandon me) but that is my reality and our culture and I'll have to live with this till who knows how long. For now it's fine since I also like boys soooo atleast I have a options yk💀
I can't ever deny the fact that I had girl crushes tho since Deniale is a river in egypt.
Sorry for the yappings. I didn't write this to get sympathie or pity. Just letting out something that I never could with friends and family.
I don't even wanna know how'd they react if they found out about my Sonadow drawings bruh😂
Anyways thanks for reading and I'll see you on the next part of Sonadow Olymipics