I have this stupidstupidstupid jeanharry longing that could - realistically - only be satisfied with that one (ok, two) specific fic that hasn't been updated in a while, or me writing an actual story based on that pynchonian prompt I came up with a while ago, unraveling from the "bad ending" and ~loosely~ following the plot of the Inherent Vice.
But I can't bc I really have to finish my phd. Bad luck me, I guess.











