#ddeerr

Thank you so much!!!! Hope you’re hoping a lovely day/night! ❤️

DEER!!! MY LOVE!!!!!! I ALREADY UPDATED YOU KINDA???? But omg. Let me give you a full run down. Buckle up because this is gonna be LONG, probably.

First of all, the rainbow project. Seriously. Thank the heavens and gods for all the lovely people who helped me with that. @loubluestuff, @justiceforfineline, @nothingbutsunflowers and Shlo, @ballerina-harrystyles, @almightyprincess and Madeleine! You guys were incredible!!!!!!!!!!!

1. share your favorite memory of this year:

i have two in mind so i must cheat!

-the day i finally recovered from covid and could feel my throat again and didn’t get cold shivers anymore…. i remember finally stepping out of the apartment i rented in paris (…for fun but ended up quarantining for half the time) and feeling that 30 degree heat and seeing my friends and drinking in a park❤️ made me appreciate my health and life in general so much more.

-all my ltwt shows❤️ life-changing experiences without exaggeration. i got to meet so many amazing people thanks to Louis and the fact that i still get to see them and can call them my friends is something i’ll be grateful forever! (wink wink @evilovesyou @2weeksrule @nauticallyrics @ballerina-harrystyles @nothingbutsunflowers @sunflower-mp3 and S and V!) PLUS he stared into my soul at one point with that silly googly eye expression, i’ll never get over it)

19. which month was the most fun this year?

JULY! seeing harry live TWICE on the same week, then hopping on a plane to france to visit my friend for a month and binge on macarons and cheap wine❤️ july me had it all.

20. If you could tell yourself something at the beginning of this year based on what you know right now, what would it be?

pffff. id give her the longest and tightest hug bc there’s so many losses she needs to face after summer. but i’d remind her we are strong and full of love and there’s so much joy waiting ahead of us between those shitty moments!

another batch of screencaps so i don’t annoy my dash too much lol! love you guys so much 🥺🥺🥺

@farawaytattoo kristin!! you are such a joy! thank you so much lovely 💕💕💕

@randomlylurking ireneeee i love you!! thank you, this is so so sweet 🥺💖💖💖

@ddeerr ahhh deer, you don’t understand how happy it makes you when i see you pop up!! ily so much right back 🤍🤍🤍 thank you for being so wonderful!

@madmaxrrie thank you so much, you’re so great!! 🥰🥰🥰

@justalarryblog becaaaa i feel like i need to come up with a nickname for you because your kay-kay nickname always makes me giggle 🤭 ily!!! thank you so SO much ❣❣❣

@kiwikiwiandkiwi omg that’s exactly how i feel about you <33 so happy to have you in my little fandom world, flávia ❤❤❤ thank you so much!

@the two anons: thank you guys 🥺🥺 anytime i get an anon it makes me so happy to see that people want to talk to me in any small way, and i appreciate you immensely!!

@whatevertearsyou ahhh thank you so much stephanie 💗💗💗! i always love seeing you on here!

@tpwkforhl dolyyy thank you so much 🥺💕🥺 it’s definitely been amazing so far!!

@stylesthebrave CAITTT you’re so sweet, thank you so so much 💗💗💗💗💗 ily today and everyday right back <3333

@bolitodequeso mariel 💜💜💜💜 thank you so much, it’s been so great 🥺

when he used to post random b&w instagram pics and us trying to figure out what they meant

that shady ass tweet he posted when frodo was born, the man did not give a single fuck lol 

the first time he picked up a rainbow flag 

when he used to wild during no control performances 

when he was waving around a flag without realising it had the aimh tweet on the back of it 

 fan interaction at live concerts 😔

the girl crush cover (bonus points for leaving hets confused af)

when he performed still the one 

11. describe the memory of the last time you felt true happiness.

So sweet 🥰 @farawaytatmybeloved you're very loved!!!

Oh ok so we're playing the will my mutuals make me cry first or will physics do it game? Bc I think I have an idea of who's going to win here.

You're totally right, at the end of the story uni is just this small thing we're going true that seems a huge part of us but is really not. And it doesn't matter if you need more or less time to go through it bc all of us learn in different ways!!