#dbeezy520

© D'Beezy 2013 © I instantly forgot everything that I was taught it just dropped like a hat now my minds in a knot. Who would've thought id be caught captured and left here to rot. all alone this aint home its been left n forgot.

© D'Beezy 2013 © This life. Thats handed to me feels like a mistake. As if im livin a life thats a lie N a life thats filles with fakes. These days get hard to tolerate. And even harder to take. Im running for my life These nightmares are really hard to shake But than you walked Into my life as everybody left. You gave me a second chance To grasp onto this second breath.This feelin that i get inside It makes me feel alive N its somethin that i havent felt Since i was the age of nine. N i can FEEL myself evolving From the inside out But im still holding on too, And its all revolved around my doubts. N im going to stay afloat. Just tryina stay alive Just tryina find that reason To keep fightin for this life.

© D'Beezy 2013 © Im just tryina live my life n im just tryina stay strong But its gettin really hard when my lifes so fuckin long. I gotta put in all the effort. N do this on my own. All by myself, No matter if i stand or if i fall. I have to keep my head up And i have to stay strong No matter if im right and No matter if im wrong. I just have to keep on fightin to find where i belong So my body stays in present N my heart is not forgotten. I have to do it right this time I swear that i wont lie. But when times get this hard I cant help but die inside. N i just wanna make it out I wanna make it out alive But first I have to find the true meaning of my life And if the meaning of my life Is to just die in the end Than nows the time to back down But it all just depends… Depends on what the risk is If its worth this fuckin bullshit But whatevet my decision I have to follow through with it.

© D'Beezy 2013 © When i think about my moms, and then i think about my dad. Its the shit i always think about that really gets me sad. And i start to cry And i start to lose it. And i lose it. I cant use it. I cant abuse it just tryina get through it I dont know how to do it and im confused and.. Im getting used and… Gettin the blues man… I gotta get on my shit so i can start movin. Gotta get outta this wormhole i feel like im lost. Im outta control im about to get tossed. Tossed off my grind. Tossed off the dosha. N what the fuck happened i used to be a soldia But now im focused on my grind n tryina find the time. Time for the sun to shine n the time to write my rhymes. But when time is of the essence… And the essence is a lie… What the fucks that mean for time it means its yours and not mine.

© D'Beezy 2013 © My mind is so empty You know its tempting Switchin to the darkside N start mind bending. Im like C3P0 because im lackin a soul you know my shit may come out rusty but im lyrically golden. Im a lyrically prone stand alone attack drone cuz i show no signs of life when im blowin on my flows it just goes… And if you think you can match it Stand up go toe to toe you know i think youll be slackin Just chill i aint attackin Im just relaxin I got my pen n pad n you know im always maxin. Your heart is crashin She cant stop climaxin Im comin out on top because i know i will surpass them. Im goin fast and Makin it last man. Try steppin to this youll shitll end up in a trashcan. And now im doubtin I got you poutin You spit that kinda shit that you would see at brokeback mountain (that gay shit)