#dayze

- do you have a funny scar? can we be funny scar buddies? whats the story behind your funny scar if applicable?

- i follow you because youre my friend, i love you, it is as close to parallel play as one can get online, and your taste is good

- thought: i want to test the links and beta reading stuff ellipsus has put out sometime. also dkbk outlaw and deputy au. grabs you. what kinds of horses would they have wrong answers only

- i like listening to you read. you sound very confident when you do it and you have a soothing voice

- moth boy or bondage bunny. holds up timer. only one may live

- what is some stuff you do to help you focus?

- here's a little known fact: im actually not a dog

- you are black and white/low saturation photographs, thick hardcover books, alcohol in soda, and short (GOTEEM). overall, youre like a late night

- wanna do crime ?

1. i don’t scar very easily (a miracle bc i was a very clumsy child. it wasn’t summer without skinned knees) but i do have a small piece of mechanical pencil lead stuck in my right pinky knuckle. i don’t remember how it got there, but it’s a little dot that you can only see if i bend my finger. i doubt i could even send you a picture of it bc i only use 0.5 lead

2. i love you so dearly. parallel play with you is one of my favorite activities

3. lmk if you wanna troubleshoot that feature! i want to see how it works too. grabs you back. put katsuki on a hinny and deku on a clydesdale. no they’re not allowed to switch at any point. i want to see katsuki seethe and pout about it (seriously though another banger au idea)

4. THAT IS SO SWEET. i’ve always thought my voice was annoying so that’s really nice to hear

5. moth boy. immediately moth boy. you know i love him. he is on my wall and i look at him every day (i need to find that link so i can put him here too. everyone needs to see him)

6. oh god. good ole fashioned wear myself out. put on loud music or 2000s pop or some just dance youtube videos and dance until i’m literally sweating. apologies to my downstairs neighbor, i know you can probably hear my nonsense. but right after that i have to get started on something. usually having music out loud as opposed to in my earbuds helps too. very specific but if i keep going to my phone, i’ll put on music and make it scroll the lyrics. i don’t know why but that usually keeps me off it pretty well. if the thing i need to focus on is portable though, the best thing ive started doing is leaving my apartment. go to a coffee shop, a library, a food place that you can sit inside at, somewhere like that. the porch is good too, but not as helpful ive found as being in public

7. <gasp> i simply don’t believe it

8. this is a very lovely vibe thank you! i think it fits me well (yeah even the short part. ha ha.)

hi!!! shnsbdjd I never know what to say

Rismer is... amazing. He is a coward because he's spent all his life running in order to keep himself safe. But now that it's become habit, he runs from anything that is different. When he falls in love, the first thing he does is run away. Dayze waits though. He's patient with him, and though he loses his temper sometimes, he loves Rismer just as deeply as Rismer loves him.

i don’t often get videos of myself riding, and my natural assumption is that every ride i have looks awful. currently, i’m struggling with the concept of sitting in my saddle at the canter, and my upper body moves far too much. equally, i am still educating my a-frame and core to be more effective in harnessing my horse's energy and pushing her up into the bridle in a more consistent way. it’s a work in progress t b h. the day this video was taken was a little rough for me in terms of my own constant disappointment in myself. however, i can see that there are good moments. i have to remind myself that my horse is green, i’m still learning how to bring a horse along, that all the work that’s been put in on dayze has been 100% me from day 1 and i need to be more proud of myself over how different we look in comparison to a year ago.

The last his lover sees of him is walking out the door. On another mission, once again. Not as if he can hold Rismer here. He needs room to run and disappear.

Its when the second month passes that he worries. Its when the fourth passes that he goes looking. And a year passes before friends and family finally convince him that Rismer must be dead.