#dayfiftyeight

Urgh, I'm too tired today.

It feels like I came down from a major sugar rush. Except the sugar rush was more like major stress from work today.

It's my fault because I prepared bupkis for my assessments this week and now I'm paying the price. I might've been able to fake through it if some of my students had cooperated a bit more with focusing in class.

But no-ho-ho, that ship has sailed. Worst case scenario: I'll wrap up all my assessments on Monday instead of on Friday.

Oh well.

At least my sixth graders know how to get shit done when I need them to. Bless them and their future grandchildren.

I was going to exercise, but my brain and body are fried from all that work I did today.

At least I finally ordered my Halloween costume. Hopefully it will arrive on time. I'm gonna be Super Mario for Halloween. And I purposely picked the male costume because (a) I can rock a moustache like it's nobody's business and (b) I am not trying to be sexy or attractive in general for Halloween.

If X and I were still dating, I might've made more of an effort to be cute and girly. But this train don't stop there anymore.

So I'm going to be dorky and unromantic on purpose for Halloween. I like myself better that way. Plus, it'll give my students a good laugh when they see my costume; I like goofing off and making them smile, even if I look ridiculous.

I'm still plotting out characters for my potential story and not writing properly yet. I don't want to skip to the good part and write before I've developed anything or anyone. I want to be patient and do this right if I'm able. I haven't been good with finishing a lot of things lately, so I want to do better somehow.

I need to sleep soon. Tomorrow's going to be Hell on Ice with getting my students to prepare for their speeches.