#day855

Peanut - Progress

This is a hobby and all fan art are just for fun.

over 27 months in, and I still very much love you

we are pretty serious about each other, but I have been serious about you since 2nd year university. we talk about our future constantly. I am thankful for your ability to plan and save - you are the reason we have a future. how crazy. I want this life full of things - big house, vacations, nice car, kids with lots of extra-curricular activities.  at the end of the day I want all that with you.

I have been looking back on my other tumblr - the one I used pretty religiously in 2015 and I can see all the posts hoping for love. I know that I always had you on my mind. I think its crazy to think there was a time you did not think twice about me; I was just the girl you talked to once a week, and now we are planning to buy a house, get married and have kids. I remember asking you if you wanted kids and you were unsure ... now you know its in the cards, unless God thinks otherwise.

I am crazy about you, even when I sometimes wonder if this is seriously “it”. I ask that more in fear VS my feelings - if that makes sense. I just don’t think I could ever have a love like this again. I would break if you ever fell out of love with me. I hope that is only a matter of us not trying. I will try every day to be the best partner. I will choose to love you with all my heart everyday, even when I get upset or annoyed or frustrated. you like to frustrate me, but I guess it keeps things interesting - it’s our dynamic.

at the end of the day, I know your heart, and you know mine. I accept you for everything you are, and I think you do the same for me.

did I mention that I love your face? I can’t stop looking at your face. I could look at you forever. I hope I get to look at you forever, and you don’t get tired of looking at me.

I really love you.

- K