The Wonderfully Right, And The Horribly Wrong (Daryl Dixon Love story)
Summery: After losing her brother and his wife, one young woman is left on her own, caring for a new born and trying to survive. After being taken in to a community after years of mistrust, how will she adapt, and what effect will a certain archer have on her. Starts the last episode of season 5
Warnings: slow-burn, angst, eventual fluff, violence, strong language. ptsd, age gape
Pairings: Daryl Dixon x OFC
 Luckily both Daryl and Carol were gone for a few days, and when they were back they were calling to Rickâs house for some âimportant discussionsâ about a new group they had found, so I had a few days for all the emotions to calm down in the old noggin.
I had decided to be mature, and to just to pretend that it never happened. It seemed like a pretty reasonable thing to do to me. Daryl, unfortunately, couldnât seem to hack it. Normally we would have a game of cards at night, see each other just as dawn was rising, and joke around during the day. But this all had to change, because someone had to be a big baby and not ignore their emotions.
Whenever he saw me he would tense up, tighten his jaw, awkwardly cough, and nearly fall over his own feet trying to get out of the room. It was awful, I felt like he hated me.
If he was gonna kiss me he could at least look at me in the eye the next day. Normally this wouldnât bother me, but then again, normally I would be the one ignoring the other person. And let me tell you I am not a fan of my own medicine.
Listen, I wasnât a slut per-say, bit I was well experience (this is a fancy way of saying I was a massive slut before all the boys I knew started coming back as the undead)
So, I spent my days, ignoring the fact I was being ignored, and then ignoring the fact that Carol knew I was ignoring the fact that I was being ignored. But thank God she hadnât said anything because honestly I think I would drop dead of embarrassment if I ever heard about it again.
It hurt though, and not wanting to advertise my embarrassment I didnât tell anyone. And Maggie and Glenn were with the delegated important people committee so I couldnât talk to them. I think Carl is getting suspicious though, he came over for advice about Enid and kept pushing to know why I was in a stinker of a mood.
It all kinda blew up after a meeting in the church about the new group. It had been two days and I was getting a bit fed up with the awkward glances and shuffling feet.
I wanted the house to feel normal again, I wanted us to be normal again.
I was sitting near the back trying to keep Cain quiet while chatting to a few people waiting for Rick to start the meeting. And Daryl comes waltzing in dressed like a red necked God. His eyes met mine for just a spit second before looking away, but long enough to stop my heart and to knock the wind out of me. I know it was only a look, but it felt like it burnt right through my skin, into my soul, leaving a burned black mark. It made me feel dirty.
I didnât see Daryl for the rest of the day
 Carol came in first, I was making a stew to feed all of us, and hopefully the soft veg would be a good way to introduce softer foods to Cain. She was covered in blood, and it barley took me a second to realize just how shaken she was. At first she ignored me calling her, until Cain have a small whine, and her head snapped in our direction. Her eyes gave her away, she was staring at Cain with such intensity I thought he was going to burst into flames. There was only one word for it
 And my face probably reflected the same. I grabbed some water and held it out to her âWhat happe-âI could barely finish before the woman let out a strangled sob. I nearly threw the glass on the table to catch her after her knees gave out. I didnât even know how to react. Carol who was always so strong had finally snapped. Something bad must have happened. So I sat there, cradling Carol for god knows how long while she screamed.
 I put Carol to bed, and fixed her some food. She asked if I would leave the baby with her, which I was a tad hesitant about but figured she could use something to focus on. When I came down I saw the man himself. Also in blood and grime. I was never the maternal type, ever. I was always the one looked after, but it seems the past few weeks all Iâve been doing is comforting people.
Daryl stood awkwardly, like he wanted to say something but couldnât quit find the words âAny cuts need stiching ?â I asked, leaving agents the counter. He mumbled something under his breath but put his bow down.
He mumbled, but it was a start.
I bit my cheek as he shook his vest off and lifted his shirt to reveal a sharp gash on his side. Probably needed one stich, if even. Before I knew it Nurse Nina had taken over, and it was sanitised and wrapped before you could say âAwkward encounter trying to figure out what happened the other nightâ
I could feel Daryl staring at me, and worse I could feel myself allowing my fingers to linger on his side. Daryl cleared his throat âThe other nightâ He huffed out. âIt was a mistakeâ. I closed my eyes. It felt like a stone had dropped in my stomach, and I suddenly felt cold.
He didnât want me to kiss him. God I feel like such an idiot. Of course he didnât want me to kiss him, he probably saw me like a niece, shit maybe even a daughter. And now Iâve lost my only close friend. I had Maggie and Glenn, sometimes Carl for sure, but they werenât Daryl. Now Daryl was gone.
âDonât worry, you made that clearâ I said, stepping as far away from him as I could. I turned, trying to hide the tears that welled up in my eyes. âJust change the bandage yourself after your showerâ
And I walked upstairs, ready to let all the dread and regret and dumbass shit sink in.