Dark Moon - 2
His Eyes.
I hesitate if I should meet Edward, I mean he left me. And now he started over... he has a new girlfriend, a new life. He got over me quickly. Why am I always getting him all these passes? I am so in love with him still, thatâs why. I think to myself as i drive back to forks high school. My parents wonât notice that Iâm gone, because theyâre both working night ships. It was just me at home, in the lonely dark house. Why not talk to Edward? He knows me the best. He knows everything about me, and I know everything about him.
I pull up to the school, itâs just me and Edwards car. And a couple of other cars, probably the teachers. I get out he runs to me âyou came.â He says looking in to my eyes âyeah. You wanted to talk.â I say âI wasnât sure if youâd come. I thought that you really hate me.â Edward says âno. I donât. I want answers Edward.â I tell him he offers to go back to his house so we can talk, âis everyone at home?â I ask preferring to the Cullenâs âyes.â âThen Iâm not going, weâre not back together. You want to talk, talk here.â I tell him off. âItâs a little bit weird talking here, in front of our high school,no?â Edward plays with me, I just turn around and open the car door Edward grabs my hand âfine. I know a good place we can talk.â He says to follow him, I do. We get out of our cars. âItâs a restaurantâ I say in shock because last time we were in a restaurant, we were a couple âyes, I hope youâre hungryâ. We go inside, We sit down, I ordered my food. âSo? What did you want to talk about?â I ask âIâm sorry... Iâm sorry about that I left. Iâm sorry about everything. I was wrongâ Edward tells me without breaking eye contact âyou hurt me... you hurt me so much. You know how many times I went to sleep crying Over you, Edwardâ I say leaning back to my chair. âI know, because I did the same. I want to fix this. Fix usâ Edward replied trying to hold my hand but I pull away. âYou have a girlfriend and I believe her name is isabe - . Bella Swanâ âIâm going to break up with her if that means being with you y/nâ. Edward tells me seriously.
âWhat about the volturi?â I ask âthey donât know where we are, when we left Alice saw the future, she saw aro getting mad about losing our tracksâ Edward says leaning into me âwhy didnât you come back for me?â I say hurt âi wanted to... so badly. But I wanted you to be safe, if I were to be seen with you, they could have snapped your neck in one second infront of me. And I didnât want that.â We continue to have a conversation about the volturi...
I finish eating, we had conversations about the old days, Everything was going fine. Itâs like Iâm getting him back. We get back to our cars we stop infront of mine, I look at him âEdward, what do you want from me?.â I say stopping him ây/n I still love you. I want to work on us.â Edward tells me âbut you have a girlfriend now? Or unless sheâs vampireâŠâ -âno. Sheâs human. And I completely understand you, but I donât know⊠she reminded me of you.â He says âdoes she know about me?â I ask âno.â Edward says quickly shaking his head. âDoes the others know that Iâm here?â I ask referring to the Cullenâs. âThey donât know that youâre here. But eventually theyâre going to see you in school.â âRight.â I say back.
I say goodbye, keeping things short. I drive back home. I get out of my car I go straight to my room. I close my door I sit on my bed, and play back in my head what just happened. I go on my computer and look at old pictures of Edward and I. We were so happy together, I think to myself. I really miss him.
The next day at school⊠itâs lunch time. I havenât seen Edward yet. I picked out my lunch for the day, I go sit down beside Angela. Jessica is talking about everything as usual. The boys are joking around. I get up to get myself a fork , because I forgot, I was thinking about Edward again. I get up and I bump into someone I look up itâs alice ây/n!â She says excited, and gives me a big hug. People are staring at us. âWhen did you get here?!â She asks âyesterday...â I reply âwhy donât you come and sit with us?!â She offers taking my hand âno itâs okay. I donât want to bother you guys. Iâm fine Sitting with themâ I say pointing at Jessica, Angela, Eric and mike. They all look confused on how I know the Cullenâs, since theyâre the most popular kids in this school. âDonât be silly !â She says grabbing my hands and pulling me to sit with them. Alice quickly pulls a chair from someoneâs table to their table. I sit down ây/n!â Everyone says excitedly expect Edward because he was not expecting me to sit there. âY/n this is Bella. Bella this is y/nâ Alice introduced us to each other Bella puts out her hand to greet my. I accepted and we said hi to each other. âEdward donât be so still. Do somethingâ I think to Edward. Edward finally moves and actually looks like heâs alive. Kind of. âJasper how are you?â I ask him we were the closest one in the group. âHow are you coping with the blood, the heart beating, the veins.?â I think to him. He smirks âIâm fine. y/n.â he looks dead. Like not moving, itâs kind of funny to me. âSo how do you guys know each other?â Bellaâs aks âyeah Edward how exactly do we know each other?â I think to him. Iâm kind of mad at him that he left, and he still didnât break up with Bella. âUhh, y/n is a close friend of ours. We know each other. Close family.â Edward keeps it short. âI should get goingâŠâ I say as I point at my new friends as I get up âno. You shouldnât... I havenât seen you in a long timeâ Alice says âdo you really think that Iâm going to sit here next to my ex boyfriend, with his new girlfriend by his side? And watch them? Not mentioning the fact that you ALL left me.â I think to Alice, jasper, Edward, emette and Rosalie. Leaving Bella out. There was a silence coming from them, knowing that Iâm right. âwe should meet up after school, and talk.â Alice replied. Getting a strange look from Bella.
As I leave I hear Edward think âIâm sorry.â I go back to mikes table and sit down âyou know the Cullenâs? Thatâs so cool!â Jessica says âno. Itâs sadâ I say and leave. leaving them confused. School ends I go to my car, and see the Cullenâs standing by their cars probably waiting for emette and jasper. I walk up to them âhey. We can talk nowâ I say to Alice. âYeah of coursâ we walk away from the others I know that they all going to eavesdrop especially Edward.
âThat was not cool Alice. How you made me sit there, pretending that Edward is not my ex boyfriend, not mentioning the fact that you all left me to be âsafeâ from the volturi. and now Edward has a girlfriend. Doesnât she need to be safe?â I say to Alice âI know y/n and I am sorry about that. What Edward does is none of my business, because I canât control him.â We go back and forth the only thing they can see is hand movements and, basically me just telling her off. âFine.â I say leaving the conversation and fast running to my car and drive away fast. âWhat was that about?â Is I hear Bella ask. Alice invited me to their new house so we can ALL talk about everything that has happened. She said it would be âfamily therapyâ
I arrive at the new house, itâs really nice and big. With the big windows and the green scenery is beautiful. I close the car door and I go up to the door to knock. But Edward opens the door. âOh. Yeah vampires. I forgot.â I say and he lets me in. He leads me to the kitchen where they all are at cooking for me, ây/n!!â Carlisle and esme Greet me, they both give me big hugs. Emette gives me a big hug âI didnât wanted to make a big scene at school,â he hugs me tightly âtoo tightâ is all I can say âsorryâ he says laughing. Rosalie,Alice,jasper gives me a hug. We talk about little things like when I came here and why, but we never talk about why they left. âI can show you my room, if youâd like?â Edward asks I just say yes he leads me into his Room. I hear Alice screech*eek* we walk into Edwards room âno bed?â I ask he laughs âno bed.â I look at his cd collections âsoâŠneat. A to Z?â âYeah. Youâre the first person to notice that.â âOf course because I know you. Or used to.â I say like itâs nothing. Moving on from my comments. He knew how I was, and thatâs why he didnât take it literally. Edward puts on a slow song that we used to dance to âwanna dance?â He asks âEdward I havenât danced forâŠabout a year, I think I even forgot.â âThen let me refresh your memoryâ and with that he took my hand and we danced like we used to. We laugh he spins me around. He puts his hand around my waist we dance. We look into each otherâs eyes and we feel the connection he leans down and kisses me, I donât stop him because I want this, I want him. We pull away and look at each other and we kiss each other again but this time with more passion, we get more into it. âEdward! Bella is here!â Jasper yells. âWhat are we going to do now?â I whisper to Edward âtell jasper to tell her I went huntingâ Edward whispers. âJasper, tell her he went huntingâ I think to him. He tells her ây/n When is he going to get back?â Jasper thinks âheâll go over to her house when he gets back, youâll tell him she stopped byâ I think to jasper. He tells her she doesnât sound convinced but she leaves. We go down stairs and they are all staring at us âwhat?â I ask ânothingâ they all muttered but they all think âare you guys back together?â. âWe should go to a more quiet place, where the vampires donât eavesdropâ Edward says smirking.
We go outside Edward leads me to his car, he starts driving. The car ride is silent but comfortable silent. He pulls up to a beautiful home, we get out Edward fast runs to me âI bought this home for us, I wanted to go back and get you so bad, but I couldnât. So I bought this and I always thought about you here, thinking that one day we will start a family here.â Edward says cupping my face âyou bought this for us?â I ask. He says yes and he goes on about how many times he wanted to come back for me... how much he spends time in this house, thinking of us.⊠we look at each other for a little while, like we used to. I love Edwards I eyes, if i could I would stare at him forever.... everything about his eyes are just so mesmerizing, itâs magical. âEdward. I love you so much.â I confess to him âI love you. I love you so much that itâs hurts y/nâ he says pulling me into a kiss...
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