#dark fixation

if it makes you feel better, let me be the girl you ruin tonight. i’ll still be here when your anger burns itself out.

i was never anyone’s, and nobody was ever mine. i just pass through people’s lives, patching wounds that were never my responsibility, only to disappear once they’re healing—like i was always meant to be temporary.

i wonder if my name lingers on your tongue after the room goes quiet.

hey siri: add a tall, muscular, tattooed man who will absolutely ruin my life to my grocery list.

perhaps i was never meant to be loved gently. perhaps i was meant to be someone’s favorite temptation..their recurring thought..their beautiful mistake.