#danon

─.★..─

It was still dark when Manon started to stir, eyes blinking open as she adjusted to her surroundings. Looking over with a squint she grabbed her phone. 4:23 am. Fuck. She groans a little, there’s no way she could get back to sleep, not without help at least.

She could feel the familiar ache in her mouth and the build up of saliva on her tongue, she needed something in her mouth and she needed it now.

Manon had always had this urge even from a young age, though as she aged the need and want seemed to change. Suddenly mouth fidgets and her hoodie drawstrings weren’t enough. Suddenly she needed the closeness of wrapping her lips around the softness of someone’s fingers or anything else they might be merciful enough to offer.

It filled her with shame, she was an alpha. A strong and potent alpha. So why did she have this need for comfort, why did she crave a soft nurturing touch from an omega. Why did she need to let them hold her close, let her suckle against their skin till the bad ache went away…

Sitting up a little she peeked over to Dani’s bed, the small hope and excitement bubbling up came to an abrupt halt the second she saw the bed. Empty. She bites her lip, eyes already tearing up as she realised the Latina had snuck out for a late night “hang out” again.

A soft sad whine escapes her as she moves to suck her fingers into her mouth, the thought of Dani out with him… She picks up the pace of her sucks, trying to block out the wave of anger and sadness and loss at the thought of it.

Dani had never said she didn’t like the times she had helped her. The times the Latina had laid there letting the Alpha suck at her shirt or her fingers till she fell asleep or till she felt relaxed and sated enough to let go. Had it become too much? Had she driven her beloved omega into his arms.

Her leg begins to bounce as she tries to come up with a solution, she needs to sleep she knows that. They have schedules starting just after 6 and she still feels heavy with exhaustion. But her Dani, no, Daniela was gone, she had been for a while and Manon thought she was doing better. She hadn’t had such a strong need in so long but now, now she was stuck, sitting in bed as her shoulders start to shake and her eyes stream salty tears down her cheeks. She feels the ache in her jaw grow, her saliva build up and she bites down on her fingers as if willing it all to go away.

She tries to think of anything else. Pushing away the shame bubbling in her gut the best she can. She was a poor excuse for an alpha. Dani clearly wanted better, someone who protected her not the other way around. But… she had always protected her, hadn’t she?

She screws her eyes shut. Shaking her head and biting into her finger her saliva mixing with her blood as she starts to push through the new onslaught of thoughts.

Dani hadn’t said those things… she didn’t feel like that.. no she couldn’t. But then, why else would she have distanced herself? It couldn’t be because she was a girl, female alphas surpass males in every way… Bigger, stronger, higher potency, you name it.

So it HAD to be her need for comfort. Dani didn’t think she was worth it anymore. Didn’t- Didn’t want her. A fresh pang of hurt stabs her chest as she realises no omega could ever want her… Who would ever volunteer to help someone as weird and pathetic as her. Then it hits her. Something Lara had said earlier in the week;

─.★..─

She had been sucking at her hoodie strings staring into space as Dani talked loud and animated on the phone. The second she had heard his voice she’d shut it out, since when did anybody else make Dani laugh like she did?

Lara had moved to sit beside the girl. Her soft warm hand rubbing soothing circles as she pulled the girl tight. A soft promise of “You can find me, when you get like this..”

─.★..─

She bolted up before she even knew what was really happening, her feet guiding her all the way to Lara and Megans room. Creaking the door open she made her way to the girls bed.

She pauses then, staring at the sleeping girl. She looked so peaceful, so serene she couldn’t wake her. But her mouth… she needed it. Something anything.

Laras hands were in an awkward position, the girl laying on her back arms sprawled out across the bed. There was no way Manon could take her digits into her mouth without waking her.

Then it came to her. A thought, something she knew in any other state she’d shake of and deny. But staring at the younger girl, watching her chest ride and fall. Her upper body covered only by a thin buttoned sleep shirt. Most of the buttons were undone creating a very Lara raj low cut look. Manon found herself beginning to drool as her eyes lingered. She knew it was wrong… she shouldn’t-

But… Lara was right there. And she smelt so good. Her calm and relaxed state let her scent fill the space around the bed. The thick happy scent a mix of Magnolia, amber and a hint of jasmine.

Manon knew she shouldn’t, guilt bubbling in her gut as the thought built up. Biting her lip she carefully climbed into the bed, settling under the covers against the younger girl.

Moving to lay down, head on Lara’s chest she let her eyes close and focused on the rhythmic rise and fall of the younger girls breathing. It worked slightly, getting her to relax as her body got comfortable.

It wasn’t long before she was reminded of the ache, her mouth drooling onto the girl’s chest beneath her. Apprehension changing into desperation she shifts slightly, huffing she reached to the buttons of Lara’s shirt.

Her hands were quick as she undid the buttons, gently pushing the shirt open and eagerly cupping Lara’s tits. Her mouth was already pooling with saliva and she couldn’t help a breathy groan as she moved to take a nipple into her mouth. Her eyes closes as she o to suck at her, her other hand massaging gently.

A soft sleepy hum sounds from Lara, her chest vibrating slightly as she stirs but she stays half asleep. Manon’s eager lips and hands working as the older girl starts to close her eyes and find that half sleeping content mind-space were all she has to do is suckle against Lara’s chest her mid emptying of all else.

She doesn’t know how much time passes, her mouth latched on as she sucks her other moving to squeeze Lara’s other breast. It’s only when a soft hum from Lara sounds that the girl looks up whining at the smirk on the younger girls face.

“Mmm is my sweet Manon needy?” She coos pulling her into a soft kiss and Manon blushes nodding, as she lets her eyes shut.

They stay there for a few, soft needy kisses being shared before Manon is pulling away to kiss back down Lara’s body. She ears moans and whines the lower she goes…

“Fuck Manz baby that’s it, be good for mommy…”

─.★..─