I hope I got your number right... I had to try and go by memory⌠and, uh⌠You know mine is terrible. So, um⌠Hi. This is Sehun... As in Oh Sehun. [ A hushed âshitâ echoes in the receiver. ] Youâre probably so mad at me⌠I wanted to say goodbye, Dan. I really did. I mean⌠Call me scared, or a dick⌠Or a mix of the bothâbut, I just⌠I couldnât bring myself to do it. I knew if I tried to say goodbye to you then I wouldnât end up leaving. [ He pauses, the silence long and drawn outâand if Daniel listens clearly enough, the sound of Sehunâs breath as it hitches will ring out amidst the static. ] I canât tell you where I am⌠I mean, I could⌠But youâll come looking for me, I know you will. [ Pauses. ] Donât try to deny it. Stay in Seoul⌠Be happy and spend time with that boyfriend you told me you hadâum⌠[ Sehun tries his best to sigh quietly, albeit failing. ] Iâm safe. A friend had a spare room so Iâm crashing there⌠I got offered a job, too. You donât need to worry⌠Though I know you will. I just needed to get away, find something to live for besides the misguided hope that I the court would let a child like myself become my sisterâs legal guardian. [ Once again, he pausesâthe short stops in-between sentences now all too common. ] Iâm sorry⌠That I left, and that I didnât tell you. Youâre the one I wanted to tell the most, but⌠Yeah. Um⌠Iâll be cut off in a sec, so I canât talk much longer⌠Iâve already had to leave this message four times. [ Believe it or not, he actually manages to laughâa melancholic chuckle jumping from the receiver. ] I miss you⌠Itâs only been a few days since I left and Iâm already admitting that⌠How pathetic am I? Anyway, I⌠Might call againâI know I shouldnât⌠But⌠No, I shouldnât call again. Iâm sorryâthat was too far. Youâre probably too mad to even listen to this message. I just⌠Yeah. Yeah. Iâm sorry, Dan. [ And with one abrupt sentence, the message ends. Sehun disappearing into silence, disappearing to faces and places that Dan would never know. ]