#danielhowellsmut

"This is so scary!" I spoke to Amanda who was sat on my bed.

"But exciting!" She clapped her hands together.

"Is it really? I'm so anxious." I fiddled with my fingers as she applied lipstick.

"What if you guys have sex?" She laughed. I waited for her to stop applying, "Amanda, Dan and I are going to a restaurant not to his house." I shook my head.

"If he invites you over, what are you gonna say?" She wiggled her eyebrows.

"I'll say...it's getting late?" I tried looking for an excuse.

"Y/N When was the last time you had sex?" She asked as she applied highlighter.

"Like...six months ago." I mumbled.

"Oh geez, yeah you have to go to his flat." She winked.

"Ugh! I'm gonna be so embarrassed." I whined.

"Embarrassed about what? You're a beautiful person! You're amazing!" She hugged me.

"Thanks." I blushed. "You are too!" I giggled.

"Shut up." She laughed. I fake zipped my lips.

"Alright, I am done! You look fucking sexy and I want to fuck you!" She grinned. "What time is he picking you up?" She asks.

"Any minute now." I checked the silver watch on my wrist. That's when the doorbell rang.

"Shit." I whispered and covered my face.

"You'll do great!" She pecked my cheek and waved as I walked downstairs.

Before I opened the door I inhaled and exhaled. And there he was, my hands were sweaty as I turned the doorknob.

"Hi." He stared at me with loving eyes.

"Hi." I giggled nervously.

"You look absolutely beautiful." He smiled and looked into my eyes.

"Thank you, you look great." I bit my lip.

"Thanks, let's go!" Dan spoke with excitement. I wiped my hand on my dress which was weird. He took my hand in his and we walked to his car.

"Woah! This is your car?" I asked, a bit surprised about it.

"Yeah, you like it?" He asked with a smirk.

Oh I loved it.

"It's nice." I shrugged and got in.

As we drove to the restaurant, we talked...about life and stuff.

"Are you dating anyone?" Dan glanced at me but quickly back up.

"Mm, no." I said hesitantly.

"Good." He mumbled.

"Are you?" Obviously not you idiot, he wouldn't have asked you out on a date.

"No." He chuckled.

•••••

I expected him to keep driving, but he stopped.

"Wait, we're eating here?" My eyes widen as I stare at the beautifully lit restaurant.

"Yeah." Dan smiled and stepped out, giving his car keys to the man that parks cars and shit.

"Dan." I said with a smile on my face. I don't know what I was going to say, just saying his name made me want to, fuck him or something. We waited for the waitress to assist us to our table.

"Are you ready to order?" She asked. She seemed a bit too...close to Dan.

"Yeah we are, can I get the Caesar salad." I drank the champagne we ordered earlier.

Dan ordered his and the waitress giggled and put her hand on his shoulder saying that was her favourite. I looked her up and down, she was intimidated, Good.

"She's very nice!" Dan smiled at me.

"Sure." I laughed. "So what do you do? Like where do you work?" I tilted my head waiting for an answer.

"I work...at home..." He said hesitantly. Oh shit what if he's a stay at home Dad...nah. "And I make some videos." He said shyly.

"You're a pornstar?" I ask with my eyes widened.

"No, no!" His nose wrinkled. "I make YouTube videos. Most of them are comedy? I'm not sure how to describe it."

"Mm, that sounds cool!" I admired.

"What do you do?" He mimicked my actions by tilting his head.

"I'm a therapist." I nod my head.

"Have you ever had sex with a patient?" He asks quickly.

"Oh my gosh! No!" I laugh. "I can't do that, I could get convicted of rape or something."

"Oh shit. You should be my therapist. But instead of doing it in your office we can do it at my house so it won't be illegal!" He put up jazz hands.

The waitress arrived with our food, smiling. "OMG, you will totally enjoy it, trust me it is so good like ugh!" She spoke high pitched.

"Okay thanks!" I shooed her away. "That girl has a thing for you." I mumbled as she walked off. "What?!" Dan said loudly.

"Yeah, she's subtle about it." I grab his hand and intertwine my fingers with his.

"Why are you so beautiful?" He smiled.

"Shut up!" I whine. "You're real Nice!" I clapped my hands together.

••••

"I'll pay." Dan put his card on the tray.

"What? No we can split it." I put my card on the tray.

"No, I invited you." He removed my card. The woman took the tray with Dan's card and came back.

"Here you go! Have a lovely day handsome." She bit her lip.

"We're gonna Have sex, so it sure will be a fucking fantastic day." I walked out with Dan.

"Wait we are?!" Fans eyes widened, yet still, a smile tugged on his lips.

"I-I don't know." I felt my face heat up. Damn, why'd I have to be so cocky.We sat in the car, not saying anything.

"Do you want to come over?" He tapped his thigh. He seemed very anxious.

"Yeah! Sure!" I smiled hoping he'd be less anxious.

"Okay." He turned the car on and drove. The city was filled with tourists and really pretty people.

"So...did you enjoy?" He coughed.

"Yeah, I've never been in such a fancy place." I look through my phone.

"Oh...I guess you could say I took your Super Fancy Restaurant Virginity!" He put finger guns up.

I stared at him awkwardly, it wasn't actually awkward I just wanted to make it awkward. "Sure baby." I poked his cheek. Woah, awkwardness who? Insecurities who? We only know confidence here sweaty! "Hm." He chuckled as he gripped the wheel tighter.

••••

"This is it!" He opened the door to his flat.

"Woah! I feel like I sound like a broken record, you just keep me saying woah." I smirked as I removed my coat and hung it on the coat hanger.

"I guess I'm just full of surprises." He said, I felt his hand slowly slip down to the small of my back.

"Yeah, you are." I put my hand on his chest.

"Do you want anything to drink." He let go and walked to the kitchen with the mini bar.

"Anything that can make me feel great would be fantastic." I ruffled my hair.

"Mkay!" He hummed. He brought me a Guinness beer. I took it and began to take sips. "You're a rich boy." I giggle. Dan smiled at the floor, feeling embarrassed.

"And nice. And hot and affable. And all that good shit." I smile, putting my fingers under his chin, bringing him back up to face me.

"Thank you, you are too." He fiddled with his hand.

"You should give me a tour of your flat." I smile and stand up.

"Sure!" Dan began to show me around.

•••••

"This is my bedroom!" He opened the door to his room.

"You play piano?" I tilt my head and click the switch. I play a random key.

"Not professionally." He sits down on the bench. He began to play a song which sounded wonderful. My mouth was agape.

"Hot." I feel a smile tugging on my lips. I get drunk quickly."Thank you?" He stared with furrowed eyebrows.

"I wish I was the definition of perfect." I tease.

"You're really too kind!" He blushed.

"My name is Angelica Schuyler!" I sing the bit from Satisfied out of the blue. "Speaking of, I saw Hamilton." He shrugged. "Lucky! I've been listening to it for about a year now, but ya know. I'm broke." I laugh.

"It was for my best friends birthday." He wrapped his arm around me. "Your friend is lucky." I pout. "Don't be sad." He puts his hand on my cheek as he caresses it.

"I'm not." I continue to pout."What do you want to do?" He stands up and drops onto the bed. "You! But I drunk so I can noot have the nastay with ya nastay!" I lie next to him.

"Yes you are very drunk." He looks over at the empty bottle on his desk. "Let's sleep. I can say I slept with Daniel Howell!" I teased.

"You'd sound like the luckiest girl in the world." He laughs.