#daisyblue

once upon a time

a girl was born

her family said she was pure

they heard a prophecy

about her destiny

and to protect her

they locked her up

they gave her something to believe

and each night she prayed before go to sleep

the girl felt so alone

in a crowded house full of love

always had the need to please

played the part they wanted to see

but she was dying inside

keeping secrets from her family

was the way to survive

stolen kisses

reading books

listening to music

little things that change her forever

one day she met someone

someone who shook her ground

someone who was locked up too

he wanted freedom, she wanted too

he went away, she stayed

cause she was afraid

the feeling of freedom was terrifying

she realized

“they locked me up to protect me

but that way

they made me scared

they made me anxious

they broke me

they never gave me a chance

to learn

to feel

to live

they locked me up inside my own mind

yes, mom

maybe I left because of you

because you had you eyes closed

for 2 fucking years

you had to see my scars so you would believe

that I was dying inside

that I was in need

dad never really loved me

he doesn't know the real me

he thinks I'm his princess

I'm my own queen

he can't respect me when I want my space

he called me cold cause I didn't want to be suffocated

no one in this family listen to me

and you still ask me why I had to leave

since I was born I have felt like a burden

cause I wasn't exactly what you wanted,

and I'll never be

I want to be myself

do you think is so simple

to just smile and let it be?

do you think its easy

to swallow the pain and just live?

its even harder to breathe

because all you put me through

lingers in my skin

you think I should be happy by now

but you never taught me how

you think I'm doing fine

but I still wanna die,

so I'm telling you why

you broke me first

told me I could never be the one

that I'm not good enough

too cold to be loved

but it's you I don't trust

you broke me down

I could never make you proud

that's why I'm giving up

and I'm not sorry

if it will break your heart

cause you broke me first

tw// suicide; depression; anxiety 

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tw// suicide; depression; anxiety 

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