Me-time
Dear diary,
In a family with 12 childeren it's hard sometimes to get a moment for yourself. I love the early mornings. Sometimes I'm done before the childeren come out of their beds, starting showering and demand breakfast. Those moments are just for me, in a chair, relaxing. Especially now that I'm expecting another baby it's almost needed.
But sometimes those moments also give me some heartache. Those moments are the moments I start to think about my childeren, their future and their current behaviour. Currently I'm worring about my son Charles. He is front hugging his girlfriend, Daisy. None of my childeren done that before. It's new to me and I don't know how to handle it. Marco seems to be fine with it. I worry, like I would when it would be one of my daughters. Is Charles going the right direction in life?
Charles did propose recently to Daisy so I have to worry less about him. He will be fine once married.
Love, Elianna
(AN: an update of the real ages of the childeren since I age them up faster to get them out of the house to make room for more childeren. Charlotte&Lucy 12, Evangeline 10, Roger 9, William 8, Aimee 7, Susanna 6, Charles 5, Matthew 3, George&Florence 2, Benjamin 1)
