Its Like Killing A Caterpillar
This is not something I would have had the courage to share before, but I am dancing differently now.
In order to conquer something within we must first admit it, and last night I voiced an internal secret out loud. I simply haven't felt good enough for ..... almost anything my whole life. It was really scary to say, but having said it out loud, now I see how RIDICULOUS it is.
I'm so tired of doubting myself, not feeling good enough, not belonging, looking at where I can grow instead of where I've achieved things. Its time for me to get some real *!@%ing self esteem and realize the child of God I am. Has anyone else felt like this?
Right now I have no fear sharing this bc its where I am, its where I am at right now, but bc I'm not afraid to share it, I can get somewhere else.
Its time for Jojo to believe in Jojo. Its time for Jojo to have Jojo's back. Its time for Jojo to think Jojo is amazing and special.
Bout tah be on an even deeper journey. Its time for me to fall in love with me, all the way, everything. <3
That being said, thanks for reading, and I love you all. Happy Thursday.
