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And reality hits. He never loved you. Nor would he ever marry you. Your heart was the game he played many times before. All he needed was the passkey. Being the love struken girl you are. You gave it up. Quick. Swiftly. You tolerated the pain. Because after every thrust, every sweat that bounced off your body. Every grunt, and release of happiness. "I love you" You waited years for that sound. "I love you." "I love you too baby." You were never the love of his life. He saw nothing in you. Just someone who wanted love. He could do that. You were blinded by the artificially crafted love. The love he said he had for you. The burning passion in your heart? You thought he had that? Huh? Because he bought you flowers once a month, and brought you to his bed everyday? That was love? Kicking you out before his mom came. "Baby, when am I gonna meet your mom?" "Soon, but get out before she comes home." That was love? Never answering your calls. Responding hours later. "Baby, I was in the shower." You never second guessed him. You love him. Every sweet word, went with every gentle touch. Only time he seemed happy was when he jumped off the bed. "Baby, that was great." Leaving you for some other girl because she does it better. That's love? You let your guard down. You trusted him. You let him play with what was important to you. Your heart. That was love? A man who loves you stick by your side. He treats you like a queen. Never playing with your heart. Leaving you stranded. Handing you back the heart he has broken to pieces? Was that love? He never loved me.

Chris Rock - Smack Her Wit A Dick