#daddycaleb!

Thinking about… not so good DadCaleb!

Don’t get him wrong you being pregnant was the most happy he ever felt in his life! Now you have a more deep bond

He was static to take care of you! Enjoy those sweet moments of your pregnancy… that was until the baby started to worsening your health.

Your pregnancy were chaotic, not only because the regular symptoms of the condition, but due to your heart condition, your life was in very high risk.

He hated that. He hated that something he did was putting your life in danger. You obviously consoled him when he was crying due to the guilt, that those things just happens.

So beautiful, so kind you were, you are so suitable to be a mother, you loved your baby. Even if it was difficult for you to carry it. It was the proof that your love triumph over all the difficulties.

The day of delivery arrived. It was messy, painful, scary. You almost die while giving birth… actually your heartbeat stop and they had to resuscitate you, Caleb was so helpless… he didn’t want you to get pregnant in the first place, he knew this would happen, he should persuaded more, he should have get a vasectomy in secret to the prevent all this. It was his fault.

But the way you look your baby when you were stable enough to meet her… you cry, your little girl cry, he cried, all of you for different reasons. You made this little human, you made it. You have a family of your own, a loving family this was just the beginning of your new life! You loved your baby girl, it was instant love, and she has your eyes! the smile of his daddy it was the perfect combination of you two

Caleb hated that thing it was stealing away your attention from him, that thing that make you in pain, that thing that make you die. Literally, and you were looking at it with so much love you didn’t even look at him with that much love

He took care of her, obviously but it was for you! You love this thing, he has to admit it is pretty, especially her eyes, because they were your eyes. But he decided he hated her, not that he would show it or neglect her… he wouldn’t even dare to think to hurt her, you love her! If anything happens to the thing you would be so sad… so heartbroken… he couldn’t bare the smallest thought of that scene. You put so much effort in your pregnancy going diligently to your check-ups, taking prenatals, exercising, decorating the nursery

But the thing put you in danger, while your heart stopped he decided if you weren’t here he would just gave away the thing. The thing that kill his wife. None that happened since you were alive and recovering your health… and the resentment for the thing only grows more and more, the parasite who steal your attention, taking everything from you. He heard that women after giving birth gained a little more of weight and it was fine! He loved you no matter what you look like, but you were so skinny due to the breastfeeding… he is so worried… and the thing only grows more and more, like if it were stealing your life. And you didn’t care, you jokingly said that your daughter was so thoughtful for helping you to be in your best shape!

He didn’t though it was funny, your life in risk it wasn’t funny, that you loved the thing more than him it wasn’t funny

And worst part it is that she look just like you… with his hair that breaks all the illusion of him taking care of you if you were a baby. He had decided that no more children, even if you cried, he is getting that vasectomy in secret, you don’t have to know, he knows what’s better for you anyway, he make your wish to become mother true and who’s that’s going…