i have an old man voice at 2 am eheaheahehahe

On the other end of the spectrum, is my curiosity. I wonder if my biological father even takes me in to consideration today. I wonder if he wishes that he had been a better man. I know its too much wishful thinking for me to think he could have been a better father. But Id like to still believe that deep down, in his heart, he still holds a place for me. Still wonders about me on days like today. Days set aside to celebrate & appreciate the man he should have been. Not only to me, but to my little sister. Although he was never a father to me, he still taught me more than I could ask for. He taught me that people will surprise you if you let them. & he allowed me to learn the real meaning of family. By letting me go, he set me free & made me a better person. All I ask, is that he thinks of me now & than. Would that be too much to ask?