#dad rant

Eloise's Dad @sweetheartscrapbook

Everything here is fantasy between consenting adults.

I am not interested in most things other than yapping. I do not sext or send pics.

Switch. Not sure if I lean more one way or the other.

18+ NMIK

3. Your can's dirty- you gotta get that thing clean. Can we do it? Yes we can.

VLOG12

Numbering EVERY Toilet Paper Square During Quarantine

Or

I wish I didn't care about anything, it would solve most of my problems.

Just earlier I spent 15 or so minutes talking to a rubber duck(apparently programmers talk to rubber ducks when stuck on problems and I figured what is the mind if not a complicated program) because I couldn't bring myself to make myself dinner because people had offered to get me dinner, and I couldn't ask someone to bring me some dinner because I didn't want to inconvenience someone.

Another time I walked basically across the (granted small) city I live in with a sizable bag because my brain was convinced it would be rude to ask for a ride.

Another time at the apartment I was living in at the time with my mom we didn't have power so my sister had asked one of the neighbors if we could have stuff cooked over there sometimes and they said yes. So fast forward to the first time I have to make a meal and all we have is stuff that needs cooked. I grab a small cup of mac and cheese and proceed to spend the next hour debating with myself the pros and cons of asking them if they could boil up some water for me and potentially being rude vs starving. Eventually I gathered up the courage to knock on the door, to be answered by someone I saw in the hall awhile ago while I was trying to build up my courage.