thought I was over it, I am, but damn it still stings.

I always had the feeling like I don't belong anywhere and in some ways I quite liked that. Knowing my heart is not attached is rather comforting. I feel like slowly, I'm feeling that way with tumblr as well. Its feeling like every month, more and more, the universe is giving me a nudge closer to just close the tumblr chapter. Or perhaps it's past midnight and I'm just in my feels, who knows.

I've always knew this but today really solidified the fact that at the end of the day, all one truly wants is a person who genuinely and sincerely wants to do life together with you. I've chosen you out of the ocean of billions of people in the world. Life is already hard enough, so please don't be another reason why life becomes harder for me, but rather, why not make the best out of it together?

welding a sword for your girl would be the most romantic thing.