happy friday and happy dadwc!! could we see some cousland x nathaniel howe, perhaps with "Inglenook - A cozy nook by the hearth" from the English word prompts?
Summary: Nathaniel lets his mind run off with him.
a/n: The prompt Inglenookâa cozy nook by the hearth was sent to me by @a-song-in-the-stillness for my Cousland and Nathaniel Howe. This was sent for the @dadrunkwritingâIâve toyed with writing this pairing for a while. Iâve written him and Cousland in a few times but never really focused on a single target for her identity. At least until now. This was not at all what I was intending when this startedâreally thought it would be fluff or something a little bawdy.
Inglenook
Nathaniel stared at the heart of the fire, where red coals peeked out amongst the dark shadows in the fuel. He plucked absently at a fold in the material folded at his knee. His mind raced. He never set out to invade her privacy. Just moved the papers off the blankets. But he couldnât get the words he saw out of his head. Sheâd described them as whispers from a nightmare.
âReturn to me my children. Bring the strongest into the darkness. Offer them to my service.â
It didnât seem too horrible, until he swept up the next slip of parchment bearing only two words and a question markâthe calling?
Like every Warden, he knew the stories. The seneschal was a trove of information that he did not mind sharing. Some of the others, visitors from other orders would offer stories for the younger and newer Wardens of Ferelden. He knew what the words meant, and since finding them in her hand with franticly scrawled ominous phrases, he could not keep his mind from darting into the darkness looming at the edge of his mind.
Heâd only just found her. Even so, he knew he could not lose her. Not yet.
The chair with its wings and high back enclosed him from the rest of the world, offered him a private nook where he could rest his chin in his hand and contemplate what heâd found, what he didnât want to face.
She hadnât been a Warden that much longer than he had. Surely, it couldnât happen so quickly. He felt nothing at all. Sure there were nightmares, but no illusions or voices invading his mind.
Could it just be her? Why? Could it be the archdemon sheâd killed? Perhaps dispatching one came with more dangers than just fire, teeth, and claws?
He lowered his head and sighed, pressing his fingers over his forehead. With the connection of a boot with the leg of his chair, his gaze shot up and to the right.
Her soft smile greeted him. She looked exhausted. Her wet hair dangling over her shoulder told him sheâd bathed and come in search of him.
Palm up, he laid his hand over the arm of the chair. She slipped her hand into his. He tugged gently and she shifted from the wooden seat in the nook beside him. He welcomed her into his lap, slipping his arms around herâone around her waist, the other over her thighs, keeping her close. He buried his face in the curve of her shoulder, inhaling deeply.
The barest hint of lavender clung to her skin. His eyes slipped closed breathing her in as long as she allowed him to.
âHiding?â she asked.
âJust thinking,â he mumbled into her linen shirt.
âAnything I should be concerned about?â she whispered, her lips at the crown of his head.
He pressed his face against her more fully, breathing her in again, filling his lungs with her scent before he leaned his head back against into her hand. âI could ask you the same.â
Maybe it was the look in his eyes, maybe something in his voice he didnât mean to include. Her eyes moved over him, narrowing. Then her brow drew together. He watched her face demonstrate the tracks her mind took. âExplain, please.â
Nathaniel licked his lips slowly, biding his time. He tugged his bottom lip from between his teeth. His fingertips traced small circles against the side of her thigh. He didnât want to admit it. Even if it hadnât been intentional heâd read her private writings. He didnât know how she might react, not that he could fault her if she ended up being upset with him.
âNathaniel.â The softness in her voice soothed him as her hand brushed along the edge of his jaw, raising his face to the study of her keen eyes.
He didnât want to admit it. Didnât want to see the care drain from her eyes when he said it. So closing his eyes, he took a deep breath. âI found your notes from this morning. Read them.â
She said nothing. Her fingertips traced over his brow, as if she waited for him to look at her again. âAnd that is the reason youâre hold up in this corner of the library?â
He nodded once.
Her finger traced just above his eyebrow once more, dipping into his hair. âIs it also the reason you wonât look at me?â
âThey were your private things.â He finally opened his gray eyes again. The fact that she remained in his lap quieted some of the doubts heâd harbored about how she could react.
âI would have secured them if I was worried about anyone seeing them, donât you think?â
âPerhaps. Or you might just trust that the person who whispered promises might not be so bold as to intrude.â
Her amused smile made her eyes glitter in the firelight. âBy your description, I seem like quite a secretive and vindictive woman. Is that really how you see me?â The backs of her fingers glided along the length of his neck.
âWell, you can be both of those things.â
Her hand stopped and flattened on his shoulder.
âI know you track your dreams. Iâve woken to you scratching away notes often enough to surmise you must be keeping records of the nightmares. And Iâve heard enough of the stories to be aware of the Calling. Are you ⊠?â His throat closed up on him before he could get the question out of his mouth.
A way of relief seemed to wash over her. She rested her forehead against his. âNo. At least not yet.â
He swallowed down the lump blocking his throat and pressed his forehead against hers as he pulled her a little closer.
âIs that what you were thinking?â
Silently, he nodded.
âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to inspire any worry.â
âWas that from one of your dreams?â
She shook her head against his. âNotes I made yesterday and stuffed in my pocket.â
âBy the Maker.â
âYou should have asked me.â
âProbably.â
âWhy didnât you?â she asked, her question quiet, swirled between them.
Nathanielâs hand tightened on her thigh. âI didnât want to know I was losing you so soon.â
âNot a chance. Youâre stuck with me.â
âThreaten me,â he taunted.
He stretched up just enough to seal his mouth to hers. Nathaniel tried to pour every ounce of his relief and the other things he couldnât quite find words for into his kiss. He needed her to know that being stuck with her was precisely what he wanted, now and for as long as he could imagine. Even though some of his worry abated, there was still a twinge in the back of his heart. This conversation would happen again; he knew.
The Calling would come for them both. It would rip her from his embrace, and he would witness it. Never could he allow her to take that final patrol alone. Heâd be at her side.
His hand went to the back of her neck to keep her lips on his until his mind played out the thoughts lingering there. Tears burned his cheeks at the image that sprang into his head. He wanted it gone. Tried to blank his mind, or remember the way sheâd been looking at him just now, but all he could see was her face distroted and discolored. Dark circles swallowing her periwinkle eyes and hollowing her round cheeks.
Even her warm hands on his face couldnât chase the haunting image from his mind. And he kissed her harder, like it might be the last time heâd ever get the privilege.
âNate,â she gasped on a breath before his lips were on hers again.
His frenzy only halted when she escaped his lap, finding it to be the only way to get enough space between them to calm the fury in his kisses.
She brushed her hand over his cheek. Both of them breathed heavily, but neither looked away. âI know.â He could see it in the way she looked at him. Her hand covered his entire cheek, her thumb traced over his brow. âI know,â she whispered.
Her eyes moved over his face, as he pressed her hand more firmly against his face. She stepped between his knees, her other hand brushing his dark hair off his forehead. âThatâs what Iâm looking for.â
His brow drew together.
âA way to end the Calling,â she added.
âIs that even possible?â
âI donât know. Canât hurt to try.â
For the first time since the morning, Nathaniel let a smile cross his face, a genuine smile. âNo it canât.â
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Welcome to DWC!! prompt: âiâm just disappointed.â
Thank you! Iâm not sure why this was a struggle, the desire to be a perfectionist is real.
My first prompt for @dadrunkwriting
âIâm just disappointedâ and I wrote it for fenders (a sort of with-magic-modern-au)
âIâm just disappointed.â
Anders turned his head, feeling his heart drop. He hadnât expected Fenris to react so coldly to his suggestion to keep some clothes in Fenrisâs apartment for the nights he ended up staying over.
âDisappointed you didnât suggest it earlier,â Fenris finished. âIâve been waiting for you to take the hint.â
âHint?â
Fenris pointed at the shelf next to his own clothes, empty.
Anders squinted at the little sticky note on the top shelf. He got up and went over to read it.
âIt just says ANDERS in all caps.â
âYes, that space is for you.â
âWait, these used to have things on them,â Anders said, realization dawning.
âThey did,â Fenris confirmed. âI organized a few things. I threw out some things I never use.â
âTo make space for me?â Anders asked, still holding the sticky note. âTo share your place?â
âYes?â
âHow sweet of youâŠâ
Fenris quirked an eyebrow at him. âSweet?â
âPeople like meââ Anders began. âMages...weââ
Fenris didnât interrupt, he let Anders speak. He waited, as Anders fumbled. Patient. It made sense he would be patient, but it still surprised Anders sometimes.
âMages donât get to have relationships,â he said finally, the words tumbling out onto the floor.
âWhat else would this be?â Fenris asked softly.
âI-I donât know,â Anders said. âI suggested keeping some clothes here, but I didnât mean... in a dedicated place. I meant, like, in a box under the bed or something.â
âI wouldnât put you in a box under the bed.â
âYou wouldnât put me on the shelf either,â Anders said.
âAlright, thatâs fair. But youâre more important to me than that.â
Anders took a deep breath.
âIs it that I think you are important?â
âYeah, probably,â Anders said, exasperated. âI donât get it.â
Fenris rose and went to take Andersâs hand.
âYou donât have to.â
âSure, sure.â Fenris rubbed gentle fingers over Andersâs skin, over the rough knuckles and calloused palms.
âAnders, Iâve never let someone stay over before. Iâd never want it to be anyone but you.â
âAnd youâve been waiting for me to notice the little sticky note and the empty shelves? How long has that been there? Tell me the truth.â
âOnly a couple weeks,â Fenris said. âDonât mind it.â
âYou sure?â
âIâm sure. Now come on, letâs go to bed.â
Even though all they had done so far was lie next to each other in bed, touching hands and legs and pressing their faces into each other, it felt so precious and intimate. Anders was afraid, but for the first time, he felt safe trusting someone.
dwc! because i'm awful and love angst too much, "Thereâs so much blood.â from the injury prompts for any characters? (bitchesofostwick)
Oooo thank you! Iâm going to combine this with the lovely prompt from @contreparry + a wip that Iâve been sitting on for a while!
Dimitri x Iron Bull | ~1561 words | angst | please donât skin my alive for this ending
for @dadrunkwriting
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âA lot of wounds arenât lethal, Bull.â
âMost of the time when you wound someone, they die Dimitri.â
The conversation filtered in and out of Dimitriâs ears as easily as he breathed and stared down at his blood stained hands. It crackled against his skin, the itch undeniable but the desire to scrub the dryness away was in the back of his mind, too much sitting at the front. The same itch crackled in the joints near his elbows and down the sides of his armor, painting leather and cloth deep, disgusting red.
He rubbed his thumbs against his index fingers, taking a deep breath of sandy air that dried his throat; the back of his throat tasted like ash and burning hair, unsure if it was real or not. It didnât matter if it was real or not, he still felt it.
Griffinâs Wing Keep bustled not far off, the din sinking through the stone to the infirmary tucked away in the coolest parts below the Keep. His ear bent with the sound of screams and he knew that was his brain playing tricks on him, but he was never sure of it. A pained yell of his name struck like a bell high above the rest and a sharp breath like a cold bucket of water knocked him below the surface.
âBull...Bull, I-I need you to stay with me!â Dimitri pleaded, throat swelling and tightening against the flood of tears in his already narrow, bloodied vision. It was hot against his hands--oh god there was so much of the red spilling in rivulets welling through his hands to slide down his wrists. It soaked into his sleeves, bloodied his own skin. Shouting pressed against his ears, but the ringing drowned out the sound; the blood stained grey skin, his heart and lungs under grey skin moving too fast. Bullâs eyes rolling his skull face growing too pale too quickly, hands reaching out for something--for someone. Dimitri had pulled his hand in close, holding onto him for dear life. He knew the panic of blood running too fast from oneâs body, a feeling he had tasted in his throatâa feeling he had embraced before--touched intimately and knew better than most people.
A feeling like a shot of panic straight into his blood snapped the world back into sharp detail like a broken mirror.
âDimitri?â
The pieces shattered to dust in his hands and a breath filled his lungs sharply, sand burning deep in his chest, body tightening enough to make his legs cramp. He casted his gaze up, blinking as Solas stood before him. The elfâs hands folded behind his back, something along the lines of sympathy and forlorn in his purple grey eyes.
He swallowed down his dry burlap throat, squeezing his eyes as another wave of tears threatened to spill. His cheeks had already been stung with their salt too many times to count today.
âYesâŠ?â He managed with a crack in his voice. One Solas could forgive him for.
âIron Bull is awake now, if you would like to speak with him.â He told and Dimitri blinked, looking back down at his hands. That was right, Bullâs blood had soaked his skin.
Venatori rogue got him, wasnât looking hard enough. Twice in the gut, but the rogueâs head went falling to the dirt with a slash of a great sword. Bull fell not a second later, blood soaking the thirsty sand below. It drank so much that he didnât know if he had any left within him; Dimitri had prayed, silently screamed, that it had been enough to satisfy the earth.
He still wondered why the flashes of Bull taking the blow, falling to the dirt, all that blood, still soaked into his head. Watching anyone else fall would be hard to swallow, but none like the haunting this plagued him with. It was akin to the dead ghosts all around, swirling and gripping him tight; old ghosts that spoke of lost love.
âDimitri.â Solas spoke yet again and Dimitriâs eyes drifted back. He kneeled before him, taking his hands in his. They shook even as his knuckles grew white from squeezing too hard. He watched precious water soak a rag and how Solas wiped the dried iron from his fingers, rolling his copper skin between pale fingers, stretching them out to let them shake fearfully and openly. The itch soothed and a breath left his aching chest as he finished, letting his hands constrict once more to white knuckles.
âGo see him.â Solas didnât ask, but stated and Dimitri nodded, the command enough to spur him to action. He lumbered to his feet, joints burning in protest but nonetheless they moved. His chest contracted with a breath and he turned on his heel, knowing exactly which tent.
He shoved the tent flap aside, bright light flashing in the dim, and the air brimmed with the stench of healing herbsâelfroot and embriumâhit him right off the bat. His whole face wrinkled and he grimaced, smelling the burn of alcohol and iron underneath. His eyes took naught but a moment to adjust and it was easy to spot the large figure of Bull laying on one the cots.
Dimitri quietly made his way through the other cots filled with those suffering from their own wounds, their own blood having spilled to the dirt or upon their comrades. Such times could never see enough blood; it was enough to drown most men and Dimitri had long since sunk below the surface, waiting for death to take hold. He lazily grabbed a nearby stool and approached, planting it before he came to sit beside Bull. An uncomfortable seat, but he was past the point of caring what was uncomfortable.
Bullâs chest moved steadily, arms draped over his stomach wrapped in bandages, the stench of herbs overwhelming this close. Bull softly turned his head and half opened his eyes, grey eyes looking to Dimitri. His pale lips turned in a weak smile, the look much stronger in his eyes even with the heaviness etched into his features. He looked nearly gaunt in the face, too pale for any good. It caught in the tangled web in Dimitriâs chest and yanked at his heart underneath.
âHey....â He breathed in his gruff voice and Dimitri quickly hushed him, placing a warm clean hand against his arm. It was almost cool to the touch, almost shaking.
âDonât...donât or youâll make it worse.â He spoke in a trembling voice and Bull grunted, sliding his hand back to lace into Dimitriâs. Hsi grip was weak, but he still held.
âHad worse.â He reminded him and Dimitri huffed, lips curling in distaste as his hand involuntarily squeezed Bullâs.
âThat isn't the point.â Dimitri managed to get out and Bull cocked an eyebrow, somehow managing to look utterly unimpressed by him. Dimitriâs jaw clenched, meeting his gaze with a wicked one of his own. âYou...you canât do that again.â
âMy job?â Bull inquired with no shortage of questioning and Dimitri bit his lips with his pointed teeth.
âItâs not your job to almost die. You....â He started, a hiccuping breath catching at the blooming sensation in his chest; a mirror to the sensation of the flashbacks earlier. âYou are too important to die at this point.â
âDying in a fight wouldnât be bad.â Bull told him and Dimitri pulled his hand from Bullâs, snapping his hands to his legs, the sound of them harsh in the muffled sounds of the tent, drawing silence all around.
âI need you alive...â He bit his lip hard, the feeling blooming stronger and stronger in his chest.
âYou couldn't take that blow.â
âWatch me.â Dimitri fired back, his tone biting and Bullâs eyes narrowed like the game was up. And Dimitri was tired of the game--tired of bouncing around this, what the two of them were, what they meant to each other. He was tired of the physical, the only thing that bound them beyond duty. They were past duty and he was past fussing on defining what they were.
He was tired of himself, most of all. Decades had slid past since those days and he knew in his bones how the dead begged him to let them die--to let them fall to dirt and ashes to remain that way. They were gone and no holding on, no pain he forced himself through, to contort himself to fit a certain way, was ever going to bring them back. Falonâdin had taken them to the Beyond and no amount of curses for his god could bring them back to his arms. Â They were ashes and dead lost to the wind and buried beneath the sands they had called home. They had died in the places they loved with the people they loved and....and maybe it was time for Dimitri to do the same. Let them rest to make a new resting place for himself. A new home, new people--a new place to call his own.
He knew why the memories burned and ate in his chest, burning old warm thoughts back to memories to remain in those coffins in his head. He knew the words for it now--the others willing him to let him speak them. Let the dead be dead and the new take hold; let newness grow.
Dimitri sucked in a deep breath--vowing to hold it until the words could come from his mouth--and he spoke.
Cold splattered on the side of his head, falling into the collar of his cloak. Zevran turned on the spot, not seeing who threw it. He knew, just knew it had to be Cyna. He took a step away from the cliffâs edge and only caught the flash of white in his peripheral vision.Â
A chill shook through him as snow sneaked beneath his armor and started melting. âOh you sneaky minx,â he yelled, dashing in the direction the snowball came from. âWhen I find you my Warden, and I will find you, I will exact my revenge.â
He followed the sound of crunching snow, until it halted. Zevran froze too, his eyes skimming the forest for the least sign of her. But he found none.
Another shot hit him in the back of the head. He spun on his heels, eyes rising to the trees.
âAh, ha.â
Cyna laughed, a bright, full sound that rang in the cold air. The sound instantly warmed him to the core, as well as the grin she wore. âFor an assassin, youâre an easy target.â
âI wasnât trying to go unseen, my Warden.â
She tossed another snowball in a gloved hand.Â
âDonât you dare,â Zevran warned.
Cynaâs smile broadened. âWhat are you going to do? Punish me?â
The former Crowâs smile curled with mischief. âSounds like thatâs exactly what you want.â
âAnd if it is?â
âThen all you had to do was ask, amor.â
Cyna chuckled, her eyes dancing with playfulness. âI thought you enjoyed the thrill of the chance,â she countered.
When she threw the snowball at him, Zevran ducked. When he faced her once more, he noticed she was gone. He knew Cyna was lithe, had seen it in battle more often than heâd like to know, but seeing her launch herself from branch to branch amused him. She seemed to just know where to jump and land to make her way through the trees.
It took him a moment to realize she was getting away and he took off after her. His gaze never left her, either her form or the flutter of her cape. But she never looked back. She wasnât looking to see how close he was; she focused on where she was headed.
He was sure she was leading him toward something. The thought made him smile as his breathing started to become heavier. He let her lead, never overcoming her, even once she jumped to the ground.
Eventually, she ducked into a cave. He followed, and quickly found himself whirling around. His back slammed into a cold wall, then her lips crashed against his. Zevranâs arms circled her waist and pulled her body against his.Â
âWhy were you pelting me from the trees?â he asked.
âYou werenât paying attention,â she whispered against his mouth.Â
âAnd this?â
âA surprise,â she said, as she nibbled his neck.Â
âI do enjoy the occasional surprise.â He brought her lips to meet his then stuffed a snowball down the back of her cloak.
Cyna broke their kiss with a screeching gasp. âZevran!â
He laughed and pulled her back into his arms. âI told you I would exact my revenge.â
Summary: In war decisions are made that not all will agree with or like.
a/n: Inspired by a prompt from @katalyna-rose. Thank you so much for this. Though Iâm not sure I managed to capture the extra angst. Written for @dadrunkwriting sorry that it took so long. Thank you again for the prompt.
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Through the Smoke
Smoke billowed in the distance. A sure sign that the armies of Ferelden were hours behind the Darkspawn force descending on Denerim. Perhaps it was a trick of the wind, but keen hearing made the elf certain he could hear screams on the whipping breezes that rushed through the trees and stirred up the dust kicked up by more than a thousand feet trudging through the Bannorn. Theyâd marched for hours, some of the force marched for more depending on where their journeys beganâan army built of elves, dwarves, mages, and men of the Bannorn conscripted to the service of Ferelden by the remaining Grey Wardens to replace that force lost at Ostagar. A few miles outside the city with pillars of black smoke rising behind her, Queen Anora rallied the troops, praising Cyna Mahariel as a stand-out among the Grey Wardens, a true daughter of Ferelden.
Zevran snorted a quiet laugh. He knew the truth. Cyna hadnât been born in the borders of this land. Her people had migrated here after.
The blond noble, whose own father was a reason for her husbandâs death and the ravaging of the land, rallied the troops with a cry to avenge Cailan. It drew vibrant cheers from much of the human contingent. But what struck home more sharply among the crowd, himself included, was her cry to show all Grey Wardens that the people of Ferelden remembered, and honored their sacrifice.
What Zevran recalled keenly more than any of the queenâs words was the way Cyna Mahariel, âan elf raised to the ranks of the Grey Wardensâ as Anora put it, shied away from the praise the armored blond woman tried to lay about her shoulders. She and Alistair stood to the side stoic and calm, knowing their place was at the front of this force, not only because of their station as the last twoâno, three now that Riordan finally arrivedâremaining Grey Wardens in Ferelden, but also as a beacon to rally and inspire the troops. Their fight, their blood, their determination would encourage the others to the sameâthat was the thought in times like this, Zevran told himself. The leaders must be at the front, an example to the others. Yes, that was the logic. It felt foreign to him.
He worked in the shadows, in the quiet. Not out in the open. Even so he watched the spectacle for what it was, a show. Anora would be nowhere near the fighting, he was certain. His place was amidst the army, with the Grey Wardensâ company, as heâd been for months now. A single Crow could do little to excite or prop up anyoneâs bravery, he knew. But none of that force looked to him, their eyes were on the wardens, on Cyna.
Staring at her brought back near memories. She had visited his room the night before in Redcliffe. Neither could claim to be well rested for the battle ahead, but they were still primed for the conflict that was unavoidable. Even so, worry spun a tight web around Zevranâs spine. Both last night and as the army closed on an embattled Denerim, he could sense something in her. A tightness in her body, a distance in her eyes. He could not put a finger on it, but he could feel it. Despite his certainty, he did not inquire, then or now. He did not push. In truth, he feared knowing the answer behind why they spent the entire night in one anotherâs arms, drinking deep from the cup of lust and love.
It was easier to ignore the reasons. Easier to rush the gates of the city and cut a swath through the darkspawn horde to their tainted Old God than it was to face the truth that he somehow knew in his heart.
Or so he thought.
The pillars of dark smoke that had been defined at a distance became nothing more than a swirling mass that moved to blot out the sun as gouts of flame licked into the sky belching forth more. It turned the sky unnatural shades of red streaked with gray. At the gates Riordan rejoined the company Cyna commanded. Told her of his plan to draw the dragon to Fort Drakon, then suggested splitting her bandâthe ones that had traveled with her so farâand leaving half of them to defend the gate from any darkspawn reinforcements.
Zevran saw it in her eyes even before she nodded her agreement. She would leave him behind no matter how he might argue that his place was at her side.
As always, the warden was pragmatic in her decision. A keen strategic mind lay behind those mesmerizing green eyes, even so, he wished he could affect her decision.
âAlistair, Wynne, andââ
The Crow wanted to hear his name. Here her request him to remain at her side even to the last moment of this battle. He stepped forward even as Mahariel called anotherâs name.
ââMorrigan. With me. Sten, I need you to lead these men. Hold the gates. Do not let the darkspawn pass.â
She shared a word with Leliana. Then Dog, the beast sensing she was leaving him behind too, nudged at her thigh. She scratched his clipped ears and nuzzled its forehead, speaking to it in Dalish. Dog barked a few times, and there was a soft laugh from her in reply. âBe valiant,â she told the hound before she stood again.
When her gaze fell on him, Zevran couldnât disguise the hurt in his heart. âSo, it is here that we part ways,â he said, his inflection almost turning the statement towards a question. He stepped toward, her taking her hand. It was the wrong time and the wrong place to broach the subject, but he needed to know. âYou do not with me to stand by you in the end?â
âZevran.â Her bare fingers traced his cheekbones. âI ⊠I donât want to put you in harmâs way.â
âOh, now you worry about my health?â he laughed. It forced the corners of his mouth upward, but only long enough to make their fall into a frown more obvious.
She mirrored it, closing the scant distance between them.
âIn truth,â he told her, âfor the chance to be by your side I would storm the Dark City itself. Never doubt it.â
âI know,â Cyna replied.
Her reaction surprised him. The velvety softness of her lips brushed against his, the kiss deepening quickly.
âWhatever happens, Zevran,â she said against his mouth as her vibrant gaze met his, âI love you.â
âCruel to the end,â the told her. Fear cracking through his heart and his voice.
For so long, he thought his faith in her knew no bounds, but as she slipped out of his arms and turned away he worried. Feared that this might be a challenge she may not be up to task for. He watched her, every single step, as Cyna walked into Denerim. Darkness wrapped around his heart and squeezed when she looked back over her shoulder at him before disappearing into the smoke with her bow in hand. She left him. Left him to wonder, and worry.
Would he ever see her again? Would he ever know the feel of her hand on his cheek? Her lips on his?
In an instant, a panic set in. He hadnât paid enough attention. He couldnât recall how her lips felt against his. Taking a step for the gates, he felt a thick hand against his chest.
âShe needs us to hold this gate,â Sten stated.
Looking up into the sharp features of the hornless qunari warrior, Zevran felt hollow. The words rang true. Safe was a relative term, he knew. While she would not take him with her to face the dragon, Zevran and her other companions were only slightly safer than those she led to the fort. A far-off screech signaled all the fighters at the gate that more darkspawn approached.
Zevran met Stenâs gaze again and nodded once. She needed him here. He would not let her down, even if this might prove his final act of devotion. As he turned, daggers now in hand, a look of determination etched itself across the Crowâs features. As long as he drew breath, no more darkspawn would enter via this gate. He would not disappoint her.
He would hold that gate until he saw her again, even to his very last breath. That she could be certain of.
âHold!â Sten called out to those companions and soldiers as the force rushed toward them.
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For DWC - âIâd like it if you stayed" for your ship of choice please :)
Summary: A lazymorning that shouldnâtbe all that lazy.
a/n: Written tofill a prompt from @stargeant. Thank you very much. Sorry it is on the shortside.
Sunrise
The chilly mountain winds sneaked through the flap of thetent, tickling bare flesh and raising goosebumps. Cyna grumbled into the pillowand pulled the blanket over her shoulder, baring Zevranâs pert rear to the cold. The assassin cuddled closer,pulling back a bit of the thick furry cover. The warden growled. Her hand hadfisted tightly, which brought Zevran that much closer. He tugged gently at herwaist and covered part of her back with his own body.
âZev,âshe mumbled beneath him.
He didnâtwant to be awake, so kept his eyes closed, despite the hint of sunlightbleeding through the canvas of the tent. Burying his face between her shoulderblades, Zevran attempted to hide from the encroaching day.
Cyna hummed and shifted beneath and beside him. He didnât know quite what state ofwaking she was in, but he was stoic in his beleif that it was far too early towake. Soft caresses. Twittering birds. The whistle of the wind. Each soundeventually registered in the sleepy fog of his mind. Then her soft laughteraccompanied a tug at the arm looped around her middle.
âZev,I need to get up.â
âNo,you donât,â he muttered against her back. He pressed a kiss there for goodmeasure.
âThesunâs up.â
âSo?â
Cyna laughed and wiggled. Zevran, true to his role assleeping lover, kept his eyes closed against the sun and its threat to end thatmoment he wanted to extend. âWeâvegot to pull up camp if we want to make it to Orzammar.â
âHangOrzammar,â he mumbled, nuzzling into the dark curve of her neck.
She chuckled when his lips teased at her skin. âZevran Arainai.â Cyna had aknack for speaking his name in that same way a mother might. It was almostlecturing, though still quite loving.
âYes,my dearest.â He grazed the length of her neck with the tip of his nose. When agentle moan escaped her lips, he pressed a kiss against the thin skin there.
âWereally should leave as early as possible.â
âItis very cold out there.â Another kiss, placed inches below the first.
âItâswinter. Weâre in the mountains,â she argued, her fingers burying in his hair ashis mouth continued its track toward her collarbone.
âIndeed.You shouldnât leave without proper warming.â
Finally, his eyes opened, but only once his lips hoveredabove her exposed nipple. Just the waft of his breath brought it to a tautpeak. He stared at her, poised to take it into his mouth.
âZev,âshe said. It was part plea, but held a note of scolding, like she stillcouldnât decide is she wanted him to set her skin alight or not.
âIâdlike it if you stayed,â he said.
Thatâsall it took. A simple request. When she shook her head, Zevran latched his lipsaround her nipple and sucked at it fervently. Her back arched in his arms,fingers tightening in his golden hair of spun sunlight. The low moan she letout surely would inform any awake companions that they would be setting outlater than planned.
Zevran turned all his attention on Cyna. Kisses trailed overher skin. Their hands clasped at some point, and he waylaid their march toOrzammar with the woman who had stolen his heart somewhere along the way.
A Warden in Need | Dragon Age: Origins | Vir Tanadhal
Summary: Cyna Mahariel is a creature of habit, but Zevran enjoys finding seemingly innocuous ways to interfere with them.
a/n: Writing to fulfill a DA DWC Writing PromptââIf I was blind I would see you.ââ sent by @motherofgriffins (aka @distractthegoddess ). Thank you so much for the wonderful request, and sincerest apologies for taking so long to fill it.
Links:Â AO3 | FFnet
A Warden in Need
Zevran stared across the camp, even in the low light of a waning moon Cyna still stood out at least to his keen eyes. She pushed long, thin fingers through her short, inky hair in an effort to get it to dry faster in proximity to the fire. Her free hand scribbled notes in a tattered old journal that she always kept close.
He wondered if it were her truest confidante. Certainly, she shared things with him, but in her openness, he always found something lacking, like there was some greater truth beneath each word, each look, something that she could not or would not share with him. Like any good mystery, it intrigued him.
Standing, he walked away from the fire unnoticed. Creeping around the edge of camp, the assassin came up beside her.
âWarden?â With that single first word, the book slammed closed. As he sat on the ground beside her, she glanced over at him. âWhat is it that you write about so furiously?â
âJust making notes on our journey,â Cyna replied with an ease that suggested truth. But the tapping of her fingers on her knee gave her away.
Zevran leaned toward her. âI do love it when you lie to me, Warden.â
Her eyes narrowed at his accusation.
âIt takes one to know one,â he added. Then he moved a hair closer. âIâd be glad to help you spice up a boring log.â
Cyna just stared at him for several breaths, then the book and quill fell between her legs as she grabbed his collar. Zevran hummed as her tongue pushed past his pliable lips with a hunger that inflamed him.
âAndrasteâs knickers,â Alistair called out. His exclamation was quickly followed by the unraveling of a tent flap.
The pair of them chuckled against one another. Zevran shied away from nothing. If the warden wanted him then and there, he had no qualms. Sadly, she broke their passionate kiss and stood. He followed her to her tent when she crooked her finger at him in a come hither gesture.
When he ducked into it, he tossed his shirt into the near corner, pleased to find her doing the same. Heâd peeled out of his in the handful of steps between the fireside and her tent. His eyes raked over her tawny skin in the candlelight. The flickering flame added strange shadows that only accentuated the long lean muscles that bunched and flexed beneath her skin.
Both stared at one another, moving like two disparate beings staring at one another through mirrored glass. They slipped off boots and socks with almost synchronous gestures. Deft fingers unlaced trousers, letting them fall to the ground with quiet rustling. Then they teased a moment at the waistbands of small clothes. Zevran was already half-hard by the time he stepped out of the last vestige of his clothing. It left him a few precious moments to tease her as she unfurled the band that kept her breasts from interfering with the aim of her bow. Or at least thatâs the reason the Dailsh elf gave him once when he inquired.
Unbidden, he knelt before her, placing his thumbs on her labia to spread them enough for his tongue to delve between.
âZev!â
How he loved hearing his name on her lips, even shortened with surprise as it was. It made him greedy. His tongue darted out againâanother slow lick and a swirl around the rising nub at the apex.
Her breasts unbound and the cloth discarded, her hands delved into his hair. He hummed against her and she cried out again. Too many women were reserved, even in pleasure. Cynaâs freedom of enjoyment excited him, emboldened him. Slipping her leg over his shoulder, Zevran thrust his tongue into her. Cyna dug her nails into his scalp, holding on for balance and encouragement.
He hissed against her, savoring the sharp bite of her short nails against his skin. Zevran didnât shy away from pain during sex. Quite the opposite, for him it could be the best kind of foreplay. It spurred his hunger for more, more of her. Pressing his tongue flat against her, he brought his mouth back to her clit and sucked it hard into his mouth.
âCreators!â she gasped, her head falling back. Her knee buckled a moment, but the warden caught herself. The reaction only buoyed his resolve.
Zevran could only imagine the way her eyes screwed shut tight against the sensations his clever tongue inspired; he could almost see the way her lips parted to allow those panting breaths to swirl around them in the low light. He stared up at her body with nearly insatiable desire. The tip of his tongue fluttered through her folds with lascivious ease. Finally, he gave up her flesh only long enough to lick his fingers. One teased into her slowly as he wrapped his lips around her clit once more, giving it a firm suckle.
The shudder in her moan made him smile against her. Single-minded in his focus, he worked that single digit into her, teasing at first. He savored the response of her body as much as her vocalizationsârapid quivering in strong, supple muscle. Her body flexed tight around his finger.
In a come hither gesture of his own, he curled his index finger against that rough spot inside her. He stared upward at her as he placed measured licks over her sensitive flesh. Her nipples were taut, one hand tugged and squeezed at her breast. Her chin rested against her chest and from time to time her green eyes found his before a flick of his tongue or calculated suck screwed them shut again with a reverberating moan.
Her other hand remained in his hair. Sometimes she tugged and pulled, there were tender caresses as well where she threaded her long fingers in spun gold silk. When her hand fisted tight in an attempt to hold him fast, he knew she was close. Cyna didnât like to give up her release, especially when she was at the precipice.
âBy Mythal, Zevran,â she grunted, her hips rubbing against his face with her own need and greed. It made his cock twitch. She came with a moan that no one in camp could have mistaken, missed, or slept through.
Her shameless enjoyment of him excited Zevran even more. He licked at her, hands moving over her legs waiting for the tremors to subside. But her fingers twisted in his hair and pulled his face away from her body as she sank to her knees before him. Her lips crashed against his, the sharp smack of teeth pulling a groan of discomfort from both of them, but it faded quickly. Pain outweighed pleasure as their tongues thrust against one another.
Zevran captured her bottom lip as Cyna broke the kiss. He sucked at it, his teeth tugging it with him. With the hiss passing through her clenched teeth, he grinned and gave it another sharp suck before letting go.
The hunger in her eyes threatened to consume him. Her nose nestled beside his, and that shade of green of her eyes, like the sun filtering through a forest canopy filled his vision. Her fingertips danced over his flushed skin with the lightness of butterfly wings. The sensation stood in exquisite contrast to the forceful manner sheâd used on him when he happily buried his face between her thighs.
One ethereal stroke from a single well-calloused finger plucked at the sensitive tip of his cock, making it jump as if begging for her attention. The fluttering renewed, traveling over his thighs and stomach and chest, making muscles jump beneath featherlight touches.
Maker, he wanted her. Every muscle in his body seemed attached to the desires of his now aching cock. Even in the back of his mind, he could see it play outâpushing her backwards, and as her knees were already opened wider than his he could settle his body right between her thighs without a thought. In a heartbeat, he could bury himself into her wet cunt, prop his hands above her shoulders and pump himself to his finish with wild abandon.
He groaned at the thought, it fell deeper as that same touch flickered against his balls. His sack tightened. When her fingers continued along the length of his shaft, Zevranâs jaw tightened, locking a growl low in his throat as his eyes closed.
âWill you do nothing but tease me, my warden?â he asked when he blinked his eyes open once more. His lilting voice was drenched in honey.
Her smile sparkled in her eyes and crinkled them at the corners. âThis is the only time I see your restraint in action.â
âSo, it is a game?â
âNo. No game. I enjoy seeing you struggle against the base desire that youâre so free with in the world. You speak freely of sex and desire, but youâd never take it without the permission to do so.â She stared at him, then slid her cheek against his, placing her lips at his ear. Her whisper tickled against his skin. âEven if in the back of that naughty, beautiful head of yours all you can think about is how my body would feel against yours. How I would welcome your cock and spur your release.â
His eyes slipped shut. A sound rumbled in his chest when her fingers danced that same inflaming but infuriating dance around the head of his cock. The groan and his breath strangled in his throat when at the same time her lips clamped around his earlobe and her hand gripped his shaft, giving him a firm pump in stark contrast to the delicate flit of her fingers.
âCyna!â he gasped, his hips chasing her touch as it pulled away.
âTell me you want me, Zevran,â she whispered against his neck as she placed slow wet kisses down toward and over his shoulder.
His cock ached for her touch to return, but her palms pressed gently over his ribs. âYes. More than anything.â
He hissed as her tongue burned a trail up his throat and ended in a sharp bite. âWhat will you do to me?â she asked, as her plump lips brushed against his.
âAnything and everything you desire.â
âTell me.â
The pleading in her voice made him ache. And as she scratched down the center of his chest past his hips, Zevran hissed in anticipation of having her touch him again. But her hands parted and continued down his thighs, raising a displeased but rapacious hiss.
His mind fogged with desire, taking far too many heartbeats to clear. âIt would be far too easy,â he started, giving her nipple a tug. âYour legs are already spread. One push and I could bury myself in you before you even catch your breath.â
âBut thatâs not what you want, is it? I thought you preferred a challenge.â
His tongue darted out over his lips. âWell, now,â he purred. âYou know me, Iâm always up for a challenge.â
The next moment she pulled away, her hands covering his eyes. âCan you keep up that confidence without your keen senses?â
âSi, Amora, I can master any challenge.â He leaned toward her until he felt breath on his lips. âEven blind, I would still see you.â
Her lips crashed against his, her hands diving into his hair. The momentum of her body pushed him back on his calves. Following her lead, he unfurled his legs as her thighs straddled his. The welcome heat of her enveloped him with an easy flick of her hips, practiced as they had become at this together. Her body moved against his with a frenzied rhythm. Her fingers threaded through his hair as she clung to his shoulders. His own palm splayed at the small of her back, guiding the rock of her hips.
Foreheads pressed together gasping in one anotherâs breath, they lingered, engulfed in one another. Her gaze held his even as her pants quickened. Her body tightened around him and as she went silent. Finally, her eyes slipped closed. He snapped his hips in an effort to bring forth the content groan building beneath that lack of sound. More than anything, wanted to hear it, see that look in her eyes when it all washed away except the pleasure he brought her.
âZev!â she cried out when it broke free. Green eyes snapped open and she held onto him tight as her body shuddered in his grasp.
âYes, Amora,â he growled.
Her hips bucked wildly against his. The tight pull of her body brought his own release with it. His long, low grunts joined the chorus of her sharp, short moans.
âCyna,â he groaned, repeating her name with each pump of his hips as he spilled within her.
Arms around one another, they sat there. Bodies slick with sweat, foreheads touching and still locked in a sexual embraceâhis arms circled her waist, as hers pulled at his cradled his shoulders and headâneither moved. They just stared at one another as their breathing slowed, as he softened within her, as the quivering muscles in her stomach calmed.
âI am yours,â he whispered against her lips, but it was Cyna that sealed the kiss. Zevran knew it was all the reply heâd get, and at that moment it was enough.
âIâd like it if you stayed.â For Aderyn, if you don't mind :D For DA DWC.
@dadrunkwriting
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The sun barely crested the walls of the Kirkwall asKnight-Captain Cullen Rutherford strolled into Hightown. Climbing through thecity from the Gallows wasnâta quick prospect, even so it had taken him weeks to finally make his way here.And for the last several days, he found himself milling around the courtyarduntil just after dusk when he would retreat back to the Circle. Some days hewould detour into the Chantry, beg for the strength that sheâd shown when sheasked a templar, who didnât know her from the next woman in this city to meethim on the docks.
That night changed so many things. Sheâd entranced himbefore she even whispered the incantation. Those eyes of silvery-blue, likestarlight, held him fast. Heâd had no interest in moving, no thought of placinga more proper amount of space between them. Even when her searing fingertipsblazed a trail beneath his breastplate, he hadnât pushed her away, but pulledher closer. As she eased his fear with a melodic calm, he had stared into herface not knowing why he felt a brimming need to kiss her.
He had, too, once her incantation was complete. At the time,he hadnât known why,couldnât understand what drew him to her, despite his better judgment. And forthe six months since her return, since regaining his memory and unlocking thatwhich had been locked away in himself, heâd been trying a way to approach her.Not only to apologize for the pain he caused, but to beg her forgiveness.
At the time, it seemed best. The safest route to ensure sheand her family would remain unaccosted, but that decision haunted him. Evenamong the prominent courtyard of Hightown among the tendrils of sweethoneysuckles and musky roses, he stared at the Amell crest that hung above thedoor to the home she called home.
In shame, like so many other times before, he looked away,staring at his hands, calloused and scarred. She had held his heart in suchgentle hands and heâdthrown that away. True, it was in what he saw as an attempt to protect her. Tokeep her entire family safe, but still he was sure now that heâd broken herheart entirely. His own ached keenly with the separation, with his own uncertainty.
Finally, his wandering halted and he took a seat on thebench that faced the center of Kirkwall. Leaning back on the bench, he staredupwards. Past the stairs toward the keep of the city that loomed over all.Â
His fixation left him vulnerable. Staring up towards thekeep drew his attention from anything else, until the ring of wood on stonewhipped his head toward the sudden and foreign sound. He stared at AderynHawke, aghast to find her there within a stretch of his arm.
âYoureally should try to be a bit less conspicuous, Knight-Captain,â she said witha tone that mixed familiarity and propriety in the strangest way.
With the formality of her, of all people, using his title,Cullen looked away. âPerhapsyou are correct, serah. I should have thought this through a bit moreclearly.â He stood and started to walk past her.
 "Why did you come?â Her eyes were on thebase of her hand holding her fatherâs staff.
 He stood beside her, looking out into the night.âIâm not sure.âThen he looked at her. Memories he that had been locked away flooded back tohim, making his heart race and ache in a way that was thrilling and bordered ondebilitating. âThings have beenââ
Aderyn held up her hand and shrank back into the shadow ofthe statue as a pair of guards walked past on their patrol. They saluted thetemplar when they passed and moved up the stairs toward the keep. Aderynremained in the shadows, her voice wafting out from beyond as she chose tospeak again. âPerhaps this is not a conversation for the street.â
She said nothing more. With a flutter of robes, she movedtoward her familyâs estate across the courtyard. He watched her walk past him,even considered reaching out for her, but he did resist the urge against hisbetter judgement. Instead, Cullen merely gawked at her smooth walk and staredat the swish of her hips.Â
Passing through the door of the estate, he noticed shestopped and glanced back at him, leaving the door open in an unspokeninvitation to enter the house. The redhead disappeared within, her form fadingin the shadows beyond the foyer. Cullenâs mind raced. His jaw flexed and loosened several times,his decision taking time.
He needed to see this through, perhaps, at least find outwhy. Why had she broken the enchantment before she disappeared into the DeepRoads? Why then? Why at all?
His footsteps, heavy on the stone, rang in his ears andthrough the empty courtyard. The pace quickened as he neared the heavy oakdoor, which he closed behind himself.
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The fire crackled in the fireplace, casting strange,otherworldly shadows throughout the sitting area in the library. She spent agreat deal of time here, felt most comfortable in that part of the house,surrounded by books. Even some of her own collecting.
She sat in herchair, within the circle of warmth cast by the fire. Several books sat atop thetable between the chair that faced that roaring furnace. Aderyn stared at herhands. With the thud of the front door closing, she held her breath. Themetallic ring of footsteps eased tension in her body, replacing it with anothervariety.
She stayed silent as his approach rang off the tile.
âI donât know why I came.â Cullen leaned againstthe mantle and looked at her. âWhy did you come to me before you went intothe Deep Roads?â
Her eyes stayed where they were, on guilty hands which hadstolen the peace of ignorance from him. Silence bloomed and spread as sheconsidered her reply. Finally, she turned her blue eyes upon him. âIwasnât sure I would be back.â
 He looked at her quizzically. âSo, thinking youmight die, you wanted to give me back my memory?â
âIt was selfish, I know.â She stood walked over tothe bookcase father form him and stared at the spines of the tomes on theshelf. âI just wanted there to be someone left who remembered me.â
The ringing sound, far too familiar to her ears, suggestedhe had removed his gauntlets. It wasnâtuntil his hand pulled at her shoulder and turned her face toward his that shewas certain of that change. His warm hands found her cheeks as he looked downinto her eyes.
This time, in his eyes, she saw recognition andunderstanding when his lips met hers. He knew why he was kissing her this timearound, she was certain. Wanting her to know that he understood the reasons whytheir lips met, his arms encircled her and pulled her tightly to him. Aderyndidnât pull away fromit at all. Sheâd dreamed about this moment for longer than she could even admitto herself.
Curse this bloodyplate, she thought even as she used it to her own leverage, melting againsthim.
Finally, their deep, consuming kiss broke. Her eyes searchedhis. âCan youforgive such a selfish act?â
"You clearly forgave me mine,â he replied almostinstantly. He touched her face andsearched her eyes. âDid you have doubts?â
She laid her hands on the cool metal of his breastplate fora moment before stepping back and pacing across the room. âI am still notsure precisely what my father did,â she admitted. âI couldnât be surehow the reversal will play out. But I tried ⊠because I promised my father.â She stopped andplaced her hands on the back of the chair sheâd been sitting in when heentered. Her gaze met his once more. âI held out no hope. I couldnât.After everything that happened, I couldnât allow myself to consider anypossibility of success.â
âAderyn,â Cullen gasped when he saw her cheeksglistening in the firelight. âI didnât think it through.â The templarfell into the chair opposite the one she stood behind and held his face in hishands as he spoke. âIt was my fault. I had to do something to keep yousafe. I didnât expect Malcolm would tell you what he did.â He turned andlooked at her over his shoulder. âThere was no other way. Not withoutputting your entire family at risk.â
âWhydidnât you ask, at least?â she snapped. âYou never spoke to me. Do you thinkIâd have let you suffer on your own? I would have done anything for you.â
âIknow.â His voice was as clipped as her own as he stood again and stared at her.After a moment, it softened again. âI know you would have. Your entire familymight have encouraged us. Perhaps even run as well. But I couldnât do that toyou, or them. I couldnât tear apart everything you had.â
âIwould have ripped it down with my own bare hands,â Aderyn replied.
âIknow. I couldnât let you.â
âButyou didnât even talk to me, Cullen. You just made this decision and left methere wondering what happened to you without a word.â
âDonâtyou think I realize that?â he asked, shooting to his feet and staring at her.
âMaybe.But you didnât have to mourn it. You just forgot. I remembered. And all thistime I carried that heartache. While you âŠâ She didnât even have the heart tomake the accusation.
âRememberednothing,â he snapped. âI was just haunted with dreams I couldnât explain.Suffered from this emptiness I couldnât explain, except for what the Chantrytold me. I was touched by a demon. Had to overcome my weakness, my deficiency.âHis tone was biting, as sharp as her own.
Despite everything sheâd convinced herself of over the years, she pitied him. Whatmust it have been like, to have thoughts and memories peek in and makeeverything the templars likely accused him of feel true. As much as she mighthave preferred it not, anger gave way to a kind of sympathy. âMy father heldyour secret until he was on his deathbed,â she told him. âThen he told me theremight be a chance. I even went to Lake Calenhad.â
âAderyn.â
When he stepped toward her, she stepped back.
âItwasnât out of kindness. I wanted you to have the chance to grieve for what welost too,â she sobbed. âIt wasnât mercy that brought me there, but spite. Iwanted you to ache like I did. To cry yourself to sleep knowing what youâdlost.â Her voice quivered, but she was angry enough not to care.
âMalcolmtold me it was a mistake,â Cullen countered. âI thought it was best.â
âThatâsright,â she snapped again. âYouthought. Why not ask me? Give me a choice rather than forcing me to lose ⊠everything.â
âDoyou think it was easy to give you up? To let it all go?â Cullen barked back ather.
Aderyn stared at him. The mere moments of grief he sufferedin his decision didnât,in her mind, weigh equal to the years sheâd spent grieving him only to find himsafe and secure in Kirkwall after everything that happened.
-3-
The argument continued along the same vein until Cullen felttheyâd reached animpasse. âPerhaps, I was foolish. It might be better that I go,â he suggestedin frustration.
âOfcourse, make another decision that will affect us both without consideration ofanyone elseâs desires or feelings on the matter.â
He sighed, gripping the back of the chair tightly. âWhat would you rather,Aderyn?â
The silence thrummed against his skin. With every passingsecond, it loomed larger, like a gulf opening between them as they stared atone another.
Aderyn took a step toward him. When her hands took hold ofhis cheeks, he let her pull him into the kiss. Her lips were softer than heremembered. Even with the irritation they had both showed, he dared slip hisarms around her. The kiss deepened, impossibly, by his thinking. She held himtight, as unwilling to relinquish her hold as him.
âIâdlike it if you stayed,â she whispered against his lips.