#d0g barks

couple photos of me from the ren faire i got to go to last weekend!!!

there were SO many therians/mask-wearers and furries there i was so happy!!! i asked lots of them for photos so i have a bunch of therian photos on my phone now :) makes me happy

fellow on the left was super sweet and i know for sure he’s a therian, so shout out to him!! even though he doesn’t have tumblr

i bought a new tail while i was there!!! super thick soft black and white one :)

stickers my gf got me for my car :)) plus what the back of my car looks like now with them on!

i mentioned that i really wanted one of those car flags that you put in your window but of the nonhuman/alterhuman flag, but they don’t exist. so they got me some stickers to put on my car instead :))

rough week. lost both my relationship and my car.

i just accepted a full time vet tech job about a 20min drive from my house expecting i would be able to drive there in my car. now im not sure what to do about that.

who i am attracted to and in what way has been extremely confusing for me over the past couple years. when i was a teenager, i came out to everyone as bisexual and thought that was the end of it; plain and simple. but i’m not sure that’s entirely accurate.

i’m definitely abrosexual, and speculosexual (a term i coined under the abro umbrella meaning your attraction fluctuates based on the gender of your partner/whoever you’re currently attracted to) and so it changes sometimes, but here’s what i’m thinking for right now:

i am allosexual aromantic towards men. i am completely sexually attracted to men, but feel 0 romantic attraction to them. in fact, im pretty romance-repulsed towards men.

i am allosexual and demi(?)lesbiromantic towards women. i typically only feel romantic attraction to them after forming a strong bond. i prefer women (and feminine nonbinary people), at this point in time.

i haven’t had enough attraction to nonbinary people yet to figure that out. i think it heavily depends on the vibe of the enban. my current partner is nonbinary, and both of us consider them to fall under my lesbianism. i’m not sure i have or do actually experience romantic attraction to anyone but them.

to sum this up i’ve been thinking aroallo speculosexual bisexual lesbian. that still doesn’t completely explain it, but it’s the closest i’ve gotten so far without having to list each type of attraction i feel to who, when, and to what degree.