#d.oiseau

Dakota loves every single holiday and will do even the smallest things to celebrate them. Although for bigger holidays she goes all out on celebrating them. Even if she is spending them alone all her time is spent helping others celebrate- usually by volunteering. It is hard for the harpy to make plans with friends because she likes to keep herself open in case someone ended up alone and wanted company. If volunteering is not an option she will focus on cooking/decorating or worse case scenario is her wondering around town or just getting out of the house.

The worst year, Dakota ended up spending Thanksgiving and Christmas stuck alone in her apartment due to the weather. Without people around her fear of being alone quickly crept in- spending both holidays in bed crying and spiraling. It is always lingering in her head that all she is is a burden and that people only spend the holidays with her because they feel bad. After that year it was hard for her to enjoy any of the holidays -and even her birthday- for the next two years. That second year was the year Dakota decided that getting a pet would be a smart idea so she would not actually be alone.

make yourself and your muse!

my muse: Alice (top left) Blair (top right) Dakota (bottom left) the mun: eleanora (bottom right)

𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄  𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓:

𝐈.       airplane mode - limbo ○ cause i’ve been dreaming about you, oooh / i’ve been wishing i was next to you, oooh / i’ve been dreaming of us, oooh / i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must / i’ve been dreaming of us / i know sometimes i make you feel insane / sorry that’s just how i play this stupid game / i can’t act like a child and disobey / all that you want from me and that you say / i’m sorry baby, please, puppy / i’m trying to be ultra mega happy / and show you my smile / and send you my feelings 

𝐈𝐈.      toothbrush - dnce ○ baby you don’t have to rush / you can leave a toothbrush / at my place, at my place / we don’t need to keep it hush / you can leave a toothbrush / at my place, at my place / stuck in a limbo, half hypnotized / each time i let you stay the night, stay the night / up in the morning, tangled in sheets/ we play the moment on repeat, on repeat / when you’re standing there in your underwear / and my t-shirt from the night before / with your messed up hair / and your feet still bare / would you mind closing the bedroom door

𝐈𝐈𝐈.     let you down - nf ○ yeah, i guess i’m a disappointment / doing everything i can, i don’t wanna make you disappointed / it’s annoying / i  just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you / but, i guess the more you thought about everything / you were never even wrong in the first place, right? / yeah, i’ma just ignore you / walking towards you, with my head down, lookin’ at the ground, i’m embarrassed for you / paranoia, what did i do wrong this time? / that’s parents for you / very loyal? / shoulda had my back, but you put a knife in it

𝐈𝐕.     strangers like me - phil collins ○ i wanna know, can you show me? / i wanna know about these strangers like me / tell me more, please show me / something’s familiar about these strangers like me / come with me now to see my world / where there’s beauty beyond your dreams / can you feel the things i feel / right now, with you / take my hand / there’s a world i need to know / i wanna know, can you show me? / i wanna know about these strangers like me

𝐕.        bubbly - colbie caillat ○ it starts in my toes, and i crinkle my nose / where ever it goes i always know / that you make me smile, please, stay for a while now / just take your time wherever you go / the rain is fallin’ on my window pane / but we are hidin’ in a safer place / under covers stayin’ dry and warm / you give me feelings that i adore

𝐕𝐈.         pity party - melanie martinez ○ maybe if i knew all of them well / i wouldn’t have been trapped inside this hell that holds me / maybe if i casted out a spell / or told them decorations were in pastel ribbons /  maybe it’s a cruel joke on me / whatever, whatever / just means there’s way more cake for me / forever, forever / it’s my party and i’ll cry if i want to / cry if i want to (cry, cry, cry) / i’ll cry until the candles burn down this place / i’ll cry until my pity party’s in flames

tagged by stolen from : myself again