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You should know why I'm giving you up My tolerance high You're only a crutch You in my bed I never said no A rush to the head Then I'm crashing below You should know why.

I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown In the name of someone I no longer know For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone Traffic lights and a transmitter radio I don't like that when they threw me in the car I gave your name as my emergency phone call, honey, it Rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hanging up I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'll die for you.

I would leave if only I could find a reason I'm mean because I grew up in New England I got dreams, but I can't make myself believe them Spend the rest of my life with what could have been And I will die in the house that I grew up in- I'm Homesick.

Now call me Tony Danza Everybody throw hands up feels like I got nothing Yeah, I think I need an angel I know you feel low You’ve been down this bad before, okay And even still up on my best days I start to crumble like an earthquake, oh I think I made another mistake And now I gotta push the pain away This head of mine feelin broken and shattered But how you rebuild is all that matters.

So light me in flames Just as hot as you need Let me see the good girl you wanted to be All of my praise Only from me I can be the one who could set you free Fall from your grace Turn up the heat I feel I'm going down hands gripping the sheets Settin the pace Number the beast Got me by the belt heart skippin a beat The devil and me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room

When you sit there Acting like you know me Acting like you only brought me in to get below me Never mind the death threats Parting at the door We'd rather be six feet under than be lonely If you had a problem Then you should have told me Before you started getting all aggressive and controlling You only drink the water When you think it's holy.

Ophelia, wait for me White like a ghost on a porcelain beach She glides out of reach Lost in the rise of a lucid dream She declines to comment But on the other side of silence She speaks freely So don't talk about love Like it's a rapid river That won't carry your crown 'Cause I'll always be with you now So don't talk about love I'm filling up with water But this feeling won't drown 'Cause I'll always be with you now....