#cystglobe

I went to NYC for the first time for more than 24 hours. As today it’s been about a week since I departed the city that never sleeps. Do I wanna go back? yes Do I think it’s what I need? yes Am I afraid of wanting this? yes Anyway, today I lost 7.85 dollars. I broke a cystglobe after exercising too much pressure trying to pour liquid into it. Well, fuck it. On a positive note, I finally found THE BEST glue money can buy, and it’s like 6 bucks for a tiny tube, but I’ll make it last. I haven’t had a period this month and I know I’ve been gaining weight. I am letting the grass grow too. I am very sick, so I’m off. I thought I would be able to write, but I can’t.